HOTESHA

When the Going Gets Tough

2010-10-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

woah, I haven't blogged in a LOOONG time.

I'm just in such a crappy mood now.

WAYY crappy.

my 'time of the month' is probably coming.

sigh,

SOO many things in my mind.

all these little problems.

and it's really bugging me. sigh

this feeling really sucks.

just makes me feel like tomorrow's not gonna come.

or that my days're just going to keep being like this :/

I hate this SO much. :/

Same Ol', Same Ol'

2010-07-06T19:16:00.002+08:00

helloo, I haven't updated in a loooong time.

sighh, I'm feeling a little ekkk.

but I don't know what's wrong.

I'm not sad. but somehow worried?

like, anxious? sighhh.

HELP ME. this always happens. blueghh.

Is It Confidence. Or Lack of Confidence?

2010-06-10T16:39:00.002+08:00

beeeeep :D

having holidays now,

I kinda have to submit my MYE results to DLD.

ugh, I think I did really badly.

in a pretty ekkk mood. :/

System Overload!

2010-06-08T00:46:00.003+08:00

eeep.

another class tomorrowww!

I'm kinda tired.

but my room is crazy MESSYY!

I should do something about it.

and I wanna youtube, but the internet cannot get any slower!

actually, it can. but, y'know, I'm just over exaggerating.

sigh, I feel useless.

I'm like, just lazing around

and going Korean crazy! BADDD.

(edit)

I'm feeling weird now.

I think it's a mixture of anxiety and being overwhelmed?

I'm not too sure. I think I'll sleep it off.

Artsy Fartsy

2010-06-02T22:04:00.002+08:00

eeep, I've got my first Art exam tomorrow.

creepy huh?

apparently Art is going to be a really important subject for me in the future.

and I'm SO scared for tomorrow.

I'm getting so anxious.

I can't wait for after the test.

well, firstly, my art like, really sucks :/

sigh. so scared to screw up. and I'm not sure what I'll be drawing. and EEEP LAHH

and I don't think it's just art that's giving me the anxiety.

I feel weird.

like, Monday all over again.

eeep. eeep. eeep!

fingerscrossed!

alsooo, I found a little sum-in (something).

Brandon Flowers, a Liverpool fan? :P

I saw this video,

and that scarf has a liverpool logo on it, with the word, "Anfield"

nicee (:

Mad

2010-05-29T05:01:00.002+08:00

wow, I have probably slept, a total of 14 hours.

14 hours. this week.

14 hours is the sum of the hours I have slept for the entire week.

and now, it's 5am.

and I'm not sleeping.

I think I have a disorder?

I just, don't feel sleepy sometimes.

and I haven't really been studying. gotta get to it!

I should sleep.

more.

earlier.

properly.

anyway, my exams have been a little :s

I hope I don't do too badly! eeeep.

I think I've become a 2pm fan.

but, kinda sad about Jaebeom. I like him (:

Is Something Wrong?

2010-05-25T03:43:00.002+08:00

I've got Add Math and Chem Paper 3 tomorrow.

technically, not tomorrow but later. lol.

I just watched episode 13 of Cinderella's Sister.

ohmahgawddd, I can't decide, I love both the guys!

but, maybe a little more on Taecyeon's side :p

nah, AGH, I'm not sure.

anyway, I slept at like 5:30am last night.

I'm REALLLY lacking sleep.

but, I don't seem to be very tired now.

I think there might be a problem with my sleeping habits.

or whatever is wrong inside of me that enables me to just stay up all the time!

I might die a little early, though. lol.

eeep! I'll watching episode 14 tomorrow, then (:

It's Been Awhile

2010-05-21T19:16:00.002+08:00

hello blog! I haven't updated in a LONG time.

having Mid-year Exams now.

but I've seriously been slacking.

just spending my time online with youtube and whatnot.

but I am DYINGGG to watch Nowhere Boy. EEEEP. (:

I've already done Sejarah paper 1 and the 2 BM papers.

looong way to go.

difference now is,

I'm trying out art.

which is a pretty risky thing to do.

since, my art skills aren't so good :/

fingerscrossed!

The Pressure

2010-04-30T16:58:00.002+08:00

no, not pressure like, external pressure.

feels more like internal pressure.

I feel like my whole head. from brain to skull to eyes to ears.

they feel like they're being pressed so tightly!

literally. and I can't seem to relax my mind!

sigh, I'll be stuck at the culinary competition tomorrow

since Eening's going to Bukit Tinggi, Elyas is replacing.

and I feel like there're so many things on my mind. I just feel like screaming and throwing things!

gosh, I need an anger release-ment helper.

AGHHH.

Warmth

2010-04-18T13:09:00.000+08:00

aghh, no school for a week.

but loads of homework!

ishh, now I feel like watching all the movies and shows in the world!

literally, like, owning every single one of them so I can watch ALL of them! :D :D

dayyumm.

Oof, Crisis

2010-04-14T20:31:00.003+08:00

aghh, I've got soo much to get off my mind.

I came home REALLY happy.

I'd gotten 100 for Math and the collage looks good!

on the way home, just let my mind wander.

thought about how glad the collage is finished!

and the Al Gore board is almost complete!

just a little time tomorrow, it'll be done.

and then there're the class boards I have to fill in.

and then MYE's coming up in about 6 weeks.

reached home, planning what's left to do with the rest of the day, I see my mom by the table.

she's good.

all is(was) good.

I went to her room to clean up and to take out my contact lenses.

and she says "I hope you don't break anymore of your contact lenses"

and I told her one side broke yesterday. I was rubbing my eye and it came out, and it broke.

she scolded me.

a lot? saying I don't care how much they spend on contact lenses.

and I just do whatever I like (?)

so, the usual, I keep quiet and keep the argument, in the sense of both time and anger, to a minimal.

she just goes on and on.

and as she asks me why I'm so rough with my contact lenses (obviously a rhetorical question), I BROKE ONE SIDE! my heart stopped. I put them in the casing and I left the room.

I am still pretty scared.

maybe it's best I don't tell her?

but I'm 101% sure it isn't me.

it's definitely the brand of the contact lenses! -.-

or maybe the amount of time I've been keeping them for?

so, obviously, I noticed and so did the rest of the family, she's in a bad mood -.-

and when she's in a bad mood, she has NO idea how ridiculous she gets.

and how self-centered she sounds as if she's the only person in the world to have problems.

but, I guess everyone wants a little self pity.

leave it be, I went to SS2.

came back, Niahn decided to hide in her room.

mom heard the creaking of the door and asks who it is.

Niahn decides not to respond.

even after being asked multiple times. no response.

she gets so pissed, she starts shouting at her,

telling her that she asked so many times and why she didn't respond -.-

so, I think it's obviously she's not so happy. spending the whole evening trying to pick fights with everyone, and then telling everyone she's going through a lot.

my guess, she's either quarrelling with my dad

or, she's upset my dad couldn't come back from Seremban last night.

but here's the thing she's not seeing, making everyone else miserable just because she feels like picking on something, isn't solving anything!

2ndly, and this is most important, I have no idea why the hell she doesn't think about it, but, if she's lonely, or whatever the adjective is, she shouldn't be picking fights with everyone.

but making herself feel warm and cosy with everyone by her side.

she said, and I'd definitely NEVER quote (unless of course, I'm crazy mad), "this family is driving me crazy"

66%

2010-04-11T01:06:00.001+08:00

oh,gosh.

I am sooo exhausted.

and I have no idea why.

I'm just so sleepy.

last night, I slept at 7:30.

not in the morning, in the EVENING.

which is crazy early.

and then I woke up at 3am and dilly dallied.

and then I went back to sleep and woke up again at 8am to leave to Eening's house.

spent the day with Eening, Kat and Wen Chien.

had loads of fun :D

with Jang Geun Suk as wellll!

after that, we went to Jiann Lee's house warming.

lots of laughter there.

but then I left pretty early.

went to Backyard with the parents.

and was going to fall asleep.

maybe I actually did!

and now, I officially have the Killers Live at the Royal Albert Hall dvd!

GAHHH, thanks, Katttt!

and I'm trying to burn a disc, and it's burning okay.

but then, once it reaches 66%, it gets problematic.

I have wasted about 5 dvds on that dumbass show -.-

sighhh

sleep I shall.

going to school tomorrow. -.- at 11am! ekkk.

Independence

2010-04-02T18:27:00.003+08:00

time for change?

sigh :/ in a pretty crappy mood

I'm thinking too much.

I'm always thinking too much.

I need to change that.

but, it's honestly much easier said than done.

anyway, putting all the emoness aside,

we've been working on the collage.

I have no started studying for ANYTHING.

and it's worrying me.

damnit, I feel so annoyed.

I know I only get this one chance to take SPM.

and I should give all I have to do my best.

but, I can't seem to push myself!

AGHHH.

I am so pissed off now!

my mood is so badd!

somebody changed the settings on the computer.

and it really bugs me.

why can't people just USE the computer.

without having to click anything unnecessary.

Itch

2010-03-29T20:48:00.002+08:00

ekk, I've got a mosquito bite on my ankle!

can you believe that? -.-

the lack of satisfaction no matter how hard I scratch it.

anyway, times're going to be pretty hectic.

Kat's coming back!

wooot, we need to spend as much time with her as we can

then class test 2.

and there's the collage.

and we need to fill up the class pin-up boards.

woww, I think I'm going to go crazy.

worst part, the collage is due like, right after class test 2.

which either gives me no time to study. or no time to do the collage.

shiiiit lah! and there's homework.

it's an SPM year for god's sake!

I haven't even done ANYTHING useful.

but, I feel like I already need a break.

just thinking about it makes me feel exhausted -.-

Oosh, That's Bad

2010-03-29T01:43:00.002+08:00

oooop, it's been a while since I last blogged?

anyway, Class Test 2 is coming up.

starting on the 5th of April to the 9th.

which REALLY bugs me.

and then they give us a collage project.

that's due on the 9th!

and it's not easy finding nice pictures of the rainforest!

also, Kat's going to be back by the 1st of April! AGHH

so excitedddd :D

eeeeeeep.

also, just finished watching the Liverpool highlights.

WOOOP.

they won 3-0 against Sunderland!

Fernando Torres' goal was SUPERB!

as usual, he's my herooo :D

Jang Geun Suk is going to Singapore.

and my GOSH I wanna go so badly!

EEEEEEEEP!

but I think the prices are like, 250++ Sing Dollars?

which are wayy toooo expensive for me.

but I'm dying to go ):

I guess I'll just have to keep watching from afar.

until I marry him (:

school starts again.

I reeeeally need to start studying.

but then, there's also the collage thing!

sigh, Sejarah and Bio are my weaknesses.

need to really read up on those and slot in some collage time -.-

sigh. I don't knowwwww what to do.

and how to manage everything properly.

not to forget how much the internet is just sucking me in.

google and youtube are my enemies, but I love them ):

Some Settle for Less

2010-03-19T18:51:00.002+08:00

here's what I think,

we live life to be happy.

the only purpose of life is happiness.

your OWN happiness.

of course, everyone wants happiness.

and sometimes, you can't be selfish to just think you deserve all the hapiness.

obviously, you've got to consider the happiness of others as well.

so, there's really no point in living life if you're not gonna get the best out of it.

hence, I have decided to change.

if I can, of course.

maybe, I little bit more self esteem? more confidence? more sporting?

a little bit more of everything?

anyway, I've got homework to doo.

ekk, I feel so lazy.

and there's the karangan to complete!

there's everything to do!

Art folio, the collage thing, Moral project.

and I almost forgot, we have the Al Gore project. SHIITT.

I've Got This Sentimental Heart that Beats

2010-03-14T02:00:00.001+08:00

blagghh, it's 2am! and I'm awake.

youtube-ing.

Jang Geun Suk is SOO adorable.

and I can't seem to find the show Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do.

so, I decided to watch it on youtube, and myyy, he's sooo adorable.

anyway, I downloaded Live from Royal Albert Hall.

the songs. I looove it :D

29 songs. woooot.

BitTorrent is prooo.

I took the entrance exam 'today'

my, it was tough.

the Ellesmere one.

the Plymouth one was quite okay?

I hope. AGHHH.

Or Should I Just Get Along With Myself?

2010-03-12T02:43:00.002+08:00

blaghh, I'm crazyy scared.

SPM is this year.

and as they all say, the graphs for math and science subjects tend to be lower.

whereas the graphs for the BM subjects, like Sejarah, are higher.

and I'm crazy WEAK in BM and Sejarah! -.-

and if ANYTHING, I would rather the graphy LOOOOWERR for Sejarah.

seriously.

if the paper gets tough, I'm a goner!

I need to start focusing and studying hard for the weakkk ones!

got the entrance exam on Saturday,

preliminary rounds for singing are tomorrow. or, more like later (:

ahhh! got so much piling up!

and I'm just procrastinating EVERYTHING

being too lazy and such. -.-

can't be good.

The Final (Concert)

2010-03-10T17:53:00.003+08:00

completely forgot about the Killers ending their final concert for the meantime in Melbourne, Australia!

mymy, how lucky of them to be able to watch :/

they are it! I haveee to see them live.

anywayy, I feel sooo tired.

and I have SO much to do.

but I'm just sitting here, online -.-

even though I have Math, Add Math, English, that Al Gore project, Physics, BM.

ishhh! and I think I should start trying out the theory questions for art!

sigh, I think I should work harder :/

it feels like I'm not putting in all that much effort.

tesha, dying.

"Melbourne, we did it!" - Brandon Flowers

Stalker? :/

2010-03-10T00:26:00.002+08:00

hellooo,

I'm feeling pretty emoooo.

anyway, we've gotten back all of our Class test 1 results.

finally :D I guess I didn't do too badly?

anywayy, Liverpool lost to Wigan 1-0 -.-

sighsighsigh. what more?

I swear, I had like, so many things to say.

and the minute I clicked "New Post" and started typing, everything went blank!

ishh.

I think I might be going crazy. -.-

shiiiiiiit.

To Live the Dream

2010-03-04T00:31:00.002+08:00

I want miracles.

many, many miracles :/

anyway, I haven't been updatingg!

we've been getting Class Test 1 results this week.

I guess it's been going pretty okay?

and I've officially become a fan of Jang Geun Suk!

my, he's soooo adorable. (;

also, I think I've been spending a bit too much money :/

I should slow down.

really.

I thought I had loads to blog about,

but as it turns out, I don't.

I completely don't know what to write anymore.

I need to save money.

Feel My Bones, On Your Bones

2010-02-21T22:52:00.003+08:00

I had a 9-day break for CNY.

and school resumes tomorrow. ekk.

not only resumes, but to add-on,

class tests are on Tuesday through Thursday.

ishhh.

anyway, I just got back from Tzer Minn's house.

house is probably an understatement.

it's so huge, it's practically a TOWN.

fireworks, firecrackers, lion dances and everything.

it was SOO cool.

jakuned like CRAZY.

everything was seriously SOOO nice.

the place is HUGE.

I had fun just being amazed by everything.

came home and couldn't stop talking about it to the parents.

about the bikes he has, the cars. wooooow.

also, I've been getting pretty worked-up over this.

I'm extremely convinced that Brandon Flowers does NOT use auto-tune mics.

I mean, for album work, I heard they did for Hot Fuss.

but, I mean for live concerts.

I really think he doesn't use auto-tune during live concerts.

but, it sounds so unreal, I really can't be sure.

ishhh! it's making me annoyed.

You Bleed Just to Know You're Alive

2010-02-18T00:01:00.001+08:00

it's been a whileee!

I think quite a few people will be coming tomorrow (:

and Class Test 1 is RIGHT after holidays.

gosh, I'm crazy scared.

nothing really on my mind noww.

BAII.

Being Left Far Behind

2010-02-02T18:09:00.003+08:00

gosh, I've been SO exhausted.

came home from school some time ago.

had cheer practice from 8am to 3:40pm!

I feel SOOO tired and I can't feel my feet anymore.

of course, then the same thing happens again tomorrow.

I wanna catch some sleep before tution -.-

I'm overly exhausted. I'm not kidding!

I've also been watching Glee! pretty nice.

the voices sound kinda edited, but, it's a good show (:

I feel like renting some Korean shows and buying some movies/shows to watch.

but, my mom's all "why aren't you studying harder!" yada yadaaa

so, more effort I will put in!

I'll try.

I opened a new pack of 2-week contact lenses that day.

wore them once, moved house.

and they're gone.

jeez, what a waste -.-

every time I blog, I totally forget what to blog about!

ishhhh. I'm too tired!

nap I shall (:

Overwhelming!

2010-01-30T18:16:00.002+08:00

I had soooo much to blog about yesterday.

so much to say,

so much to rant about.

but my internet was soooooo retarded.

and now, it's FINALLY okay.

and I don't really have much to say. lol

I've moved, and it's a real cosy place,

but, when I start to think about it,

doesn't feel very happy :/

SPORTS DAY IN 6 DAYS!

breathinggggg!

scares the bejeeeeepers outta meee.

sighhhhhhh, my mind feels like I've got loads to worry about.

and I feel so anxious all the time.

but I have no idea what about!

bleugh.

A Lot You Don't Know

2010-01-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

well, I guess, party went smoothly :D
and I had school, wasn't feeling very well, though.
but, I came back and got some rest, so, I guess I feel pretty okay.

been pretty emo. -.-
time of the month I guess?
ish, it's already 1:40am?
and there's school tomorrow, and extra class for Sejarah.
oh, how I HATE Sejarah!

I think I've got a lot to blog about, I just don't know.

anyway, I'm moving, REAL soon. lol
like, on Wednesday.
ish. not so keen.

Oh My, Insecurities

2010-01-22T19:10:00.002+08:00

suckishhh!

like, sometimes, left out?

well, I've always had that feeling

since I was like, 5?

I hate myself.

-.-

for being suspicious, obsessive and everything else.

you don't know, more than you think.

I haven't been blogging,

it's been a tiring past couple of days,

and the weekends just past by like, swooosh!

sighhh. I'm in a sad mood.

house cooling tomorrow.

fingers crossed, nothing happens.

I need to change.

myself.

okay, never mind that.

there're a few things I wanna do in life,

might be a little late for it now, but, maybe some time.

I wanna..

do something musical

be able to cook and bake

be artistic

change (the world, and everything else. including myself)

Mrs. Brightside

2010-01-19T19:08:00.001+08:00

helloo, I just got back from cheer

and had dinner.

yada yada,

I have tuition in about, less than an hour?

I'm extremely exhausted,

there's a karangan due tomorrow,

and A LOT due tomorrow.

I need a breeeeak.

I haven't been doing much when I'm home.

I just laze around.

and my mom's getting so mad.

saying I'm not putting in any effort.

but, come on, I am soooo exhausted.

from hours in school and hours in cheer!

anywhoo, I think, I've finalised that I'm going to take art.

first, I was sure, went to ask the teacher, and I was very sure.

then people started throwing opinions at me,

and I had 2nd thoughts.

but now, I think, I'm pretty sure.

though, my art pretty much sucks,

but I would like to learn,

fingers crossed,

hopefully I can do ittt!

Hello Goodbye

2010-01-18T00:29:00.001+08:00

ishh, it felt like the weekend had just begun,

before I know it, it's Monday tomorrow.

I wanna watch tv, but I think I should sleep.

and, I think it's best that I sleep,

and I should probably discipline myself a lot more.

sigh.

wish there were more time.

Carry Out!

2010-01-16T22:40:00.003+08:00

I took the longest nap, AGAIN.

and this time, longer than yesterday! lol.

I don't think I've got a lot of homework this weekend.

although, my tuition teacher gave me some work to do :/

I don't think he likes me so much. loll.

anyway, I'm moving soon. very soon!

noooooo. I'm not very keen on moving,

but the rest of the family are pretty enthusiastic.

and the entrance exams are still worrying mee!

I'm not sure when it is, or what it's going to be aboutt! aghh.

alsoooo, the Killers are gonna be on hiatus after they tour.

ohnnooooos!

I have yet to watch them live ):

gah, I looooove them. (died)

If You Can't Hold On

2010-01-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

I had a GREAT nap.

my first of the YEAR

finally, it's Friday today!

technically, yesterday.

it was awesomeee!

I have cheer "later" technically.

from 8 to 12!

I think it's been going well,

but I'm getting more and more tired each day.

but probably not tomorrow! :D

anywhoo! I'm still pretty freaked out over my entrance exams.

gahh.

I wanna get in, but :s

Wait for Something Better

2010-01-15T00:30:00.001+08:00

mygod! I'm TIRED.

was watching American Idol,

nothing special.

at all!

it's like, 12:30am now and I'm already DYING on my end.

anyway, I need to do some class deco stuff, so I'll be up for a few more hours.

but my eyes are like, practically shutting my itself.

I am SOO exhausted!

I can't wait to just sleeeeeep tomorrow.

I need to catch up on some homework and revision!

and I forgot to talk about,

THE LOSS!

between Liverpool and Reading. at HOME?

you IDIOTS! come on! WHYY?

no more FA Cup, noooo.

Your History of Blisters

2010-01-14T19:59:00.003+08:00

another tiring day.

tomorrow will be a shorter one,

can't wait :D

staying back until 3:30pm only.

American Idol repeat soon!

apparently, Concord College is full, but Plymouth and Ellesmere are sending in their entrance exams in about 2 to 3 weeks time. :/

gosh, how BADLY I wanna do well!

fingers EXTREMELY crossed.

gahh, worries meee.

also, taking art worries me too :s

gahh, hope it all goes fine.

I See Sam's Town

2010-01-13T20:46:00.002+08:00

EXHAUSTED, I am

I've got loadddds to do.

but I'm watching American Idol.

and I have tuition tomorrow.

tiredtiredtired.

also, something that's bugging me,

I'm taking art for SPM.

and I'm reeeeallly scaredd

I reeeally, BADLY wanna take it.

but, I just, really suck at art!

ughh, what am I gonna doooo?

ishhh, so unfair to those that were born with at least something -.-

anyway, cheerleading has been pretty fun!

but crazily tiring.

and the hours are nuts.

along with all the homework

and the projects.

I'm soooo exhausted.

help, I'm feeling like crappp.

Still Need Some Company

2010-01-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

helloo!

mygosh, I'm tired!

today was a pretty hectic day.

and so will Thursday be a hectic day.

I stayed back until 6pm,

reached home only at about, 7:15.

had tuition at 8-10pm.

and I had homework.

which, I only did BM.

my Chemistry file isn't even fully together yet.

anyway, Elyas brought his BEAUTIFUL 1oo pound Limited Edition Liverpool, Fernando Torres jersey to school today.

and he let me wear it for cheer :D

and I had to bring the box home.

terribly heavy, but it's such a beautiful box.

that's pretty much the IT of the day. (:

tomorrow, NO SEJARAH!

I know Mr. Sara's classes are a lot of fun

but, I just hate the subject so much,

I can't do itt!

and of course, cheer until 6pm again tomorrow.

I NEED a break.

also, was talking to my mom about the whole future thing this evening.

and, no break for me.

if I'm planning to go to UK, she wants me to take IB

but only IF they have a January intake.

if they don't, she'll want me to take A Levels there.

which, also has to be in January.

if I don't wanna take A Levels,

I'll have to take IB, but ALSO during the January intake -.-

it sorta really bugged me.

I mean, LITERALLY, I just have NO break at ALL.

but then, thinking about it, I guess, it's best?

I mean, I can't wait ALL the way until September.

but it's reeeeally pissing me off.

although, maybe I'm just thinking about it too soon.

alsooooo, Liverpool have an FA Cup match against Reading again.

somewhere this week. fingerscrossed!

Ex

2010-01-11T21:19:00.002+08:00

gosh, I'm TIRED!

I slept prettty early last night.

but, gone through hours of school, and cheer!

ohmygawdd, sooo tired.

and then there's cheer tomorrow as well.

I looove my Green House! (;

anyway, got some work to catch up on.

ekk.

and I terribly wanna sleep.

and then, school again tomorrow!

sigh.

I guess so far, nothing new.

I think?

I think I'll be going out on Friday.

we'll see.

I need some going out time.

I've Been Killing Just for Fun

2010-01-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

my internet died for a few days.

'cause I was getting a new one. Wimax

I would assume it'd be damnnn good or something.

but, it's not that great.

just as slow as Streamyx. -.-

anyway, I joined cheer.

gonna have some crazy practices I'd assume.

since Sports Day is in less than a month.

I've got mount load of homework.

I finally got Titanic.

I need to buy books.

things have been a little hectic.

I wanted to blog about something,

but I forgot.

so, never mind (;

Help Me Get Down

2010-01-05T17:20:00.002+08:00

gahhh, back from school.

2nd day.

and there's quite a lot to be done. -.-

and I'm crazy tired.

I was told naps aren't good. so, I'm trying not to fall asleep!

and I have tuition later.

hopefully, I don't fall asleep during!

we had a Green House meeting today.

guess I'll be joining cheer :D

why not?

also, no the Killers in Singapore for me.

neither will there be a Paramore for me.

mom's not allowing concerts outside the country -.-

and I'm reasoning with her.

and I guess I'm fine with it. :/

can't have it all, I guess?

anyway, highlight of today in school?

the fact that my CLASS PAGE IS MISSING?

ohmygod. I'm so pissed off!

I put in so much time, money and effort into the friggin' class page.

all the ink, the photo paper, the late nights.

and what do I get?

nobody even informed me that they were going to change it.

srsly, does Mr.Zac not understand how heart-broken I feel?

now it's just a plain humongous picture with an orange background -.-

if they wanted a soft copy, they could've just said so.

or they could've TOLD me before they made me work so hard to make it right.

jeez.

Tell No One

2010-01-04T18:11:00.002+08:00

weird! I just noticed that my New Year's post was exactly the 300th post.

anyway, today was the first day of school.

and it already feels like SPM is JUST around the corner.

there's been so much on my mind!

I'm moving this month. and I don't know which books to pack or not to pack.

and there's SPM.

and I wanna work hard.

but yet I feel so ekkkkk.

okay, first things first,

The Killers.

I wanna go.

badly

like, EXTREMELY badly.

it's on a Sunday.

24th of January.

problem is, that it's on a Sunday.

I have school the next day.

and there's transportation issues.

money issues

EVERYTHING!

sigh. I'm sad. srsly.

ohgosh, what'm I gonna do.

I get the feeling this'll be the usual planning.

but, it'll be a failure. and I'll end up not going.

ohmahgawd, but I rrrrreeeaaaallllyyy wannna gooooo!

but because I stay in Malaysia, It's hard to get the tickets.

and I won't know where I'll be standing if I get the tickets.

'cause I LOOOVE the mosh pit!

but they only give the pricing online and they don't tell me where it is!

and yada yada.

so basically,

I WANNA SEE THE KILLERS!

also, there's Paramore in March.

I think Iman's going. hopefully I have the money to tag along.

ohgosh, how badly I want this.

but, maybe I'm asking for too much?

maybe I don't necessarily HAVE to go?

gosh, I hate it when I feel like this.

I wanna jab myself.

I need someone to talk to.

someone that can just sit there and listen to me talk crap.

I'll just wait for my mom to get back.

today went well.

nothing much.

but, it was a pretty good first day.

well, for me, mentally, not so much.

but, I probably think too much to begin with.

All New!

2010-01-02T16:11:00.002+08:00

it's a New Yearr!

school's starting soon

as in, VERY soon

I'm watching Coffee Prince.

almost done with it.

my god, it is one CRAZY show.

no kidding.

it's sorta disturbing, but sweet.

but, WTH? ohgosh, freeeak showww.

but I think I like it. but sorta find it a little weird.

never mind that.

I think I need to wrap my books.

I'm not sure if my pencil box is properly filled.

and I'm scaredddddd for school.

urshh!

anyway, Happy New Yearrr!

(edit)

AHHH! it really looks like many wanna buy Fernando Torres

HANDS OFF FERNANDO TORRES

he belongs in Liverpoooool! ):

might be the better for him.

but! we neeeeed himm.

If I Could Just Stab You

2009-12-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

hellooo!

a whole bunch of everyone came over yesterday (:

had a movie marathon.

which wasn't as hectic as I thought it would be!

which was good.

and then I went for dinner with the immediate family, Jade, Eening, Huiyi and Kim.

for steamboat! (:

then woke up this morning bought school shoesss and packed lunch from McD's and went to Huiyi's.

and she had to do some baking so I just helped her out a little.

sooo tired noww for some reason.

Sixteen

2009-12-28T01:17:00.002+08:00

hellooooo :D

I'm now, 16!

finally.

just watching everybody turn 16.

and suddenly, I'm 16,

it doesn't feel all too good anymore -.-

but, I went for dinner at Las Carretas just now.

'cause dad won't be around tonight.

the food was AMAZING. as usualll!

yummmmm (:

and I got to wear a Sombrero? and they gave me a free brownie.

which was also extremely yummmmmm!

blaghh, I wanna buy The Killers dvd. when they performed in Royal Albert Hall!

but they don't sell it here

which is, stuuuupid. ):

anyway, it was a good dinner.

had loadsa fun with the family.

and, it's been a great year (:

SPM next year.

and no plans for new years.

maid's coming home!

so, we were jsut thinking of celebrating at home!

Our Distant Closness

2009-12-27T19:18:00.004+08:00

gonna go out to celebrate my birthday dinner soon.

it's supposedly tomorrow, but my dad might be a little busy :/

going to Las Carretas (:

yummmmy.

finally 16 in a matter of hours (:

Eening can't hold the movie marathon on Tuesday,

so, it's being held in my house.

wooohooo (:

hope it all turns out fine!

I've been kinda bored.

but, too awfully lazy to go anywhere

There's a Ringing

2009-12-27T01:27:00.002+08:00

gahh! I wish my youtube would be faster -.-

I get so lazy to buffer videos when it's slow.

and there're soo many I wanna watch.

anyway, going to go to Eening's house for a movie marathon on Tuesday! (:

hope it works out fine!

I've been playing Sims like crazy.

brother as well.

lol.

I need a life. I should do something else.

Merry Christmass! (;

2009-12-25T01:48:00.001+08:00

it's the 25th of the month.

an occasion I don't particularly celebrate.

but, still a joyful time of year (:

and as usual, no plans.

no plans for Christmas, no plans for New Years

SAD

sighhh

I'm kinda tired.

slept at like, 5 last night.

woke up at 11.

ishkepishh.

Glass Half Empty

2009-12-24T18:34:00.002+08:00

hello, World!

went for Jiann Lee's birthday celebration in Shangri-La, KL yesterday.

then, after that, stayed another night at Huiyi's place.

school's starting sooooo soon!

before the holidays, I had ALL kinds of plans.

and, I don't even have enough time to finish!

I need to finish watching East of Eden.

srsly!

but, I've been playing Sims like crazy -.-

and I still wanna watch so many shows!

urgh, it's not going all too well.

Rainism

2009-12-22T21:05:00.004+08:00

herlooooo!

I'm getting so pissed off.

my Sims 3 won't download -.-

and I've been trying and trying and trying.

anyway, I went to OU today.

spent the day with Lam.

I watched Ninja Assassin.

not bad. but also, pretty bad.

the story line is a bit off.

but, the acting is quite good.

and Rain. ohmygod!

I've always thought he wasn't exactly good looking :/

but, he looked pretty good in the show.

and his BODY!

DAMNNNNN CRAZYY SEXYYYY.

I'm staying the night at Huiyi's

and Kat'll be coming over tomorrow to go to Shagri La for Jiann Lee's birthday dinner!

I remember liking how my birthday turned out last year (:

I hope it's just as nice this year.

even though I'm not celebrating. :/

I wanna watch Titanic.

or something Leonardo DiCaprio.

I also wanna watch Pearl Harbour? but dad says it's not so good.

Sam's Town

2009-12-22T00:59:00.003+08:00

wow. I'm tired.

it's already 1am.

but it feels like it should be 3am or something.

I wish it were 3!

I think my brother's reaching home by 3am?

well, gotta wake up tomorrow.

got some stuff to do.

but the maid's coming to clean up tomorrow,

so, I don't have to (:

I have a sudden want to watch Titanic. really.

or, Romeo and Juliet? Leonardo DiCaprio.

or Aviator? starring Leonardo DiCaprio.

or Blood Diamond? which has Leonardo DiCaprio.

I loooove him (:

can't decide. I haven't watched any of it accept Titanic.

and I don't even have Titanic! well, I used to.

can't find it.

or, I should probably sleep.

but, nahhh (:

damn, I have 2 extremely painful ulcers

and a friggin' bubble on my lower lip.

I think I taste blood :/

Quality

2009-12-21T17:18:00.003+08:00

blaghh.

I'm pretty exhausted

was forced to wake up pretty early to clean up around the houseee!

anyway, Sims is pissing me off.

I've been trying to get it all straightened out,

but there're tweeks here and there.

ohmygod. I'm so frustrated!

never mind.

brother's coming back tomorrow! (:

and I think, so are the other two younger ones!

haven't seen them all in 5 days ++

I Wanna Fall in Looove

2009-12-21T00:24:00.004+08:00

I'M HOME!

back from Malacca.

pretty tired since it's kinda late.

anyway, Elyas just callled!

he'll be back on the 1st of January :/

told me he got himself a 100 pound limited edition Liverpool jersey while he was at ANFIELD!

with signatures all over them! ): blaghh. wish I were rich?

and he got me a keychain with Fernando Torres on it! :D

he also said that he bought crazy a lot of jerseys

and that it snowed!

I have to wake up early tomorrow -.-

just got home,

and no one else is home,

so I'll be waking up to,

a huge pile of laundry,

dog crap,

dirty dishes,

unpacked clothes.

all of it just waiting for me to be cleaned up.

-.- mom.

I need to learn how to bottle up.

to just leave all my anger, frustration, sadness, whatever it is

and just ignore it.

I'll have to get used to it.

to not care what you think

to not care what you say

a little self-confidence

a little ignorance to my insecurities

a little less self-consciousness

and to just smile,

when I hate you.

Let It Out, Let It Out

2009-12-20T17:20:00.005+08:00

hellooo!

I'm going home tonight! can't wait.

gosh, I miss home so much!

woke up this morning and went to eat chicken rice balls for lunch.

then took an extremely looong walk.

parents bought some paintings.

and we came back.

wedding dinner later (:

then, off to go home!

ish, why do you do this? -.-

or maybe it's me?

urshhh!

I try not to be annoyed.

but, it's hard.

I need to rant,

but I can't.

gahh, this frustrates me.

but, screw you. it's not gonna get to me.

Liverpool lost 2-0 to Portsmouth. -.-

still bugging me.

We Need to Talk

2009-12-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

gahhh! hoooww?

how the hell are Liverpool currently losing to Portsmouth

2-0?

ohmyjesus!

that is badddd!

and Agger is playing,

Fernando Torres is playing,

Dirk Kuyt is playing!

what's wrong with the team?

unless Xabi Alonso and Alvaro Arbeloa were lucky charms or something.

this is BAD!

GAHHH!

anyway, had a pretty cool day,

woke up for breakfast then headed to Muar

to.. buy TREES!

yeah, pretty odd

but, we went to look at trees to buy

got that done then came back here to Malacca.

lepak all day,

went for dinner and took an extremely looong walk (:

will be back tomorrow night! (:

On Cloud 9

2009-12-18T17:07:00.003+08:00

wooohooo! (;

I've been pretty much living the life.

yesterday, I packed up and left the house with Eening to Gardens.

parents booked a room in the Gardens hotel and Eening and I were off to walk around before Han Jun's birthday celebration.

so, we met up with Brandon Charles and Jerrick and bought something for Han Jun and then went to Red Box

I had fun!

it was so funny.I don't sing much, but everyone else was.

and I really enjoyed myself (:

and here's the biggest part, TAN JIANN LEE, to whom I might as well dedicate the post to

ohmy, he got me a birthday present and insisted I opened it there and then

he got me SIMS 3! you have no idea.

it's so crazy expensive.

and I feel bad that he bought it for me, but I am EXTREMELY grateful!

ahhhh! (: made me sooo happy.

extremelyextreeeemely happy!

it's so unbelievable!

I literally smiled myself to sleep!

so, woke up this morning after my night in Gardens Hotel

and on the way to Malacca!

I'm now staying in Majestic Malacca for the night,

it's fully booked tomorrow night,

hopefully I have a place to stay.

EVERYWHERE is booked.

since it's the public holidays and there's the weekends.

I'll be back on Sunday night! (:

THANKS, JIANN LEE! :)

We've Been Distant, No?

2009-12-16T00:03:00.004+08:00

yes, Brandon Flowers is SO sexy (;

I noticed, my blog posts have no picture (:

yes, the posts are extreeemely dull.

but, I don't expect anyone to read them,

it's just for me to rant away (:

I also realised, my updates are a day late

because I update after 12 quite often :/

yesterday, I went for reflexology.

I nearly died.

now, my foot hurts like crazy.

anyway, Kok Eu and Ni Ahn are going for camp tomorrow

I've stopped going :D thankfully, my parents don't instruct it anymore

so, tomorrow, I'll be going over to Eening's for lunch!

can't make it for the KLCC trip with Jiann Lee and Friends :/

so, Thursday, the outing with Teoh Yen Nie got cancelled

which, sucks. 'cause I was really looking forward to it,

and I was planning to shop for birthday presents then!

so, I can't.

then I'm going to Gardens in the evening for Han Jun's birthday.

and on Friday! I'm going to Malacca with mommm!

there's a wedding on Sunday. woohoo!

no idea whose, though.

I would LOOVE to go for the Glastonbury Festival some time.

it looks SOOO nice!

or go to any concert for that matter.

haven't been to one since MTV World Stage right here in Malaysia.

but all the huge ass concerts look like loads of fun!

O_o I wanna gooooo.

but, then again, I want a lot of things.

well, life is such -.-

As We Hold Hands

2009-12-15T02:42:00.002+08:00

Kat and Eening had come over today (:

we watched (500) Days of Summer. it was overall a pretty okay movie.

then they went back.

so, tomorrow, I'll be going to school to pay the fees, buy books and uniform.

plans with Amelia have been cancelled, so, I'll be going to Eening's house on Wednesday for lunch!

then, on Thursday, I think I'll be going for Han Jun's birthday thing (:

later on, off to drive around with mom!

I'm already at the 31st episode of East of Eden!

just started it.

so, another 26 more episodes more.

which, sounded a lot less in my head until I typed it out. :/

I need to buy birthday presents.

I owe quite a number of people some presents.

but, I'm EXTREMELY broke.

as usual

We Slowly Fall Down, and Crash

2009-12-14T02:17:00.002+08:00

yes, I'm sad.

terribly.

I think football is unhealthy.

-.-

ISHHH!

Xabi Alonso was watching the match. :/

wonder why.

anyway, Eening and Kat are coming over tomorrow!

and I'll have to catch up on chores before they arrive.

so, I won't be able to go out tomorrow, apparently with Wei Jiat, Dickson and Ng

and then on Tuesday, I'm going to school to get books and uniform and also to pay the school fees

have to get everything done with my sister 'cause my mom'll be busy.

and then I'm going to Amelia's house on Wednesday! until Friday.

which would mean I can't make it for Han Jun's birthday celebration! :/

and then Friday I'll be going to be around Malaysia with the mommm!

busier than I thought?

You Know It's Gonna Bleed Somtimes

2009-12-13T02:25:00.002+08:00

heyhoooo!

still crazy punished.

anyway, today, I went to Centre Point for some UK College Forum.

and I saw Jiann Lee and Han Jun there! LOL

huge surpriseeeee!

sooo, I applied to Concord, Ellesmere and Plymouth.

I guess that's great (:

all done.

just, have to wait for a few weeks for some end result.

GOSH! I've been watching Desperate Housewives, the 5th season.

and I LOOOVE Jackson with Susan! but I love Mike and Susan.

I like Katherine. but I don't like Katherine with Mike!

BUT I WANT SUSAN AND JACKSON!

but I can't believe he doesn't love her anymoreee!

ishkepish!

shows tend to always go the opposite direction of what I want. -.-

You Can't Have Everything

2009-12-10T19:23:00.003+08:00

ohgosh, I am back online.

I got grounded that day.

long story.

then, I was banned from the computer.

but now I'm unbanned.

been a few frustrating days, really.

mom's been a real pain in the butt,

kokeu too. ish.

sigh, I've got so much to blog about,

but, yet, I don't feel like blogging just yet.

(edit)

okay, I think I feel like blogging now.

it's about, 1:45 in the morning, though.

anyway, I've been going The Killers crazy.

and I would just amazingly LOVE to go see them in Singapore in January ):

their concert in Royal Albert Hall in London just looked so amazing.

dangit, I extremely wish I were there

they aren't coming to Malaysia.

bloody hell, I LOOOOVE themmmm!

anyway, I've been forced to wake up at 9:30 every morning.

to do the chores.

so, I'd be waking up to search for any bottles and cups or dirty dishes around the house then washing them, then cleaning up a bit, sweeping around then mopping. and if there's any, I grab the laundry and fold them, iron them and put them back in the rooms.

yeahp, I've been grounded.

sigh.

holidays might be ending in a quick flash,

and it honestly scares me to death!

I wanna do sooo many things!

I haven't even gotten to anything. lol

I loooove the Killers. :D

(edit)

it's exactly 2:35am now.

and I have to wake up at 9:30am.

so, I'll be sleeping extremely soon.

was planning to watch East of Eden,

but, guess not anymore.

I'm so crazy on The Killers now,

I just can't get enoughhhhh! (:

blaghhh. Brandon Flowers, I loooove.

I feel so crazy obsessed!

Maybe I Was Mistaken

2009-12-06T18:03:00.001+08:00

lie after lie after lie.

you just never stop

even when there wasn't a point to lie in the first place.

how it annoys me,

you just keep on pissing the crap outta me!

ishkepish!

I'm seriously in such a foul mood.

my mind's going crazy for no reason at all,

and youtube is being SO annoying!

Give Me the Green Light

2009-12-05T22:10:00.002+08:00

heyylooo!

I stayed the night at Huiyi's along with Kim.

going there again later (:

jeez, I've got SO much time.

I just have no idea what to do with them.

and my youtube is being really slow.

a 40-second video is taking almost 20 minutes to load.

ishhhh!

I don't know what to do.

what I'm supposed to do.

when I'm just stuck without a clue.

The Enemies I've Made

2009-12-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

today, was a pretty dull day like the rest.

promised myself to watch East of Eden.

but, I didn't

I'm going for a sleepover.

it's a little late, but, she's not in yet.

so, we'll have to wait.

Red Guitar

2009-12-03T18:09:00.003+08:00

heyheyy!

gosh, I'm exhausted!

I got the Kris Allen and Adam Lambert album yesterday

and so far, I'm EXTREMELY sad to say, that I find the Kris Allen one nicer :/

sigh.

Adam Lambert could sing better songs. but I don't know why he doesn't

anyway, I watched New Moon with Ni Ahn and Kok Eu yesterday.

to me, I find it better than Twilight.

their acting has seriously improved

although it still isn't good.

the book is seriously just so much better

the book is realllly good.

the movie, is a little :/ ekk.

but I guess, it's tolerable.

I woke up early this morning.

like, extremely early. :/

went to Jiann Lee's house.

reached at like, 10am.

to stone -.-

until everyone came late.

which were Samantha, Han Jun and his sister, Jerrick and Brandon Charles.

and left at about 4pm for dental (:

had cendol and rojak, yummm.

BYE

If Tomorrow Never Comes

2009-12-02T01:51:00.002+08:00

wow, I'm tired.

well, it's 2am.

but, I've been feeling pretty exhausted.

mom's been making do chores.

for some reason, she doesn't want ANYONE else to do it, but me.

when my brother helped she seemed a little bugged -.-

so this morning, she waited for my brother to leave and texted me about the chores while she was at work -.-

it's probably 'cause I've been lazing my butt off.

I spent my day at home.

doing nothing.

played Monopoly with the siblings and all.

I think I'm going to OU tomorrow with the family (:

Will You Meet Me Halfway?

2009-11-30T17:42:00.003+08:00

gosh, Johnny Depp is crazy sexy. mmmm (:

so's Brad Pitt. :O

and Ryan Reynolds!

I've been watching a LOT of tv.

Katy Perry is SOO beautiful! blaghh. Looove her.

and Pixie Lott is an AMAZING dancer.

I'm tired :/

(edit)

herlooos, it's about 2:30am noww.

watching tv -.-

I've been so ekkk.

but I went to the park today!

with Huiyi and Sherren. traded stories and all.

good to see them (:

I have some "meeting" with an agent or something.

trying to apply to Concorde College :/

sigh.

among the thousands of people that apply, what the hell are the chances that I get in? :/

this sucksssss.

What We All Want

2009-11-29T23:34:00.003+08:00

filled with joy, Liverpool wins 2-0 against Everton!

harray, hurrah! :D

woooopdeedoo.

things're up with the parents :/

sigh.

I've been feeling a little crazy lately.

just, keeping sane.

like everyone else in the world.

Tesha has been bored.

I can never understand what Jamie Carragher says.

Leave

2009-11-28T22:48:00.004+08:00

wow. today has been pretty exhausting.

I had awful sleep.

just dying of pain.

mom's been in a bad mood.

which sometimes really bugs the living crap outta me.

I'm so tired!

anyway, the song Leave by Matchbox Twenty is soooo nice (;

makes me just wanna sleep off to the song.

ohmygod! I just recalled my dream. lol.

extremely, EXTREMELY weird dream.

just, too weird. O_O

(edit)

okay, it's almost 3 in the morning.

and I just need to let some stuff out.

I might be going crazy over here.

gosh, yesterday, as creepy as this may sound, I was laughing to myself.

I was laughing at everything.

just surfing through the net, and giggling and smiling to myself.

I found it a little creepy, but, probably no harm there.

and now, I'm finding myself TEARING? and then crying?

so, yes, I think I might just be going a little crazy there.

gosh, I'm screwed.

and I just feel like my mind's about to implode.

it's all haywire.

and I don't even know why, I've got nothing in particular to feel anxious about!

shitshitshiiiit.

Little By Little

2009-11-27T21:20:00.002+08:00

herlloooooo.

today was a pretty okay day.

I went to Bangar Shopping Centre for lunch.

at Chilli's

the steak was awwwwful!

but everything else was pretty okay (:

then we walked around and then left to Space

looked at a few (extremely expensive) furniture.

they were SOOO nice.

jeeeesus christ.

anywayyy, I'm craving so badly for fruits right now.

blaghh.

Remember?

2009-11-26T03:38:00.002+08:00

blagghh, it's almost 3:40am and I don't know what I'm doing awake.

I'm currently watching East of Eden. kinda moving slowly with it :/

Eening showed me the Japanese comic, Hana Yori Dango.

the original story line of Boys Over Flowers. I think it's much nicer

and I prefer the main guy in the comic compared to in Boys Over Flowers.

and I don't like the "Ji-Hoo" of the comic, I (of course) prefer the Hyun Joong of the show.

anyway, I think I'll just watch a little more of East of Eden and then head to bed. (;

I have a killer ulcer.

thankfully it's just 1, and not like, a whole bunch of them.

but it's crazy painful!

Hypocritical You

2009-11-25T14:36:00.004+08:00

I like my things organised,

each item placed where it's supposed to be placed.

and you agreed.

agreed and suddenly disagreed?

you take it, you put it back.

we have sufficient amount for everything to be put into place.

why're you suddenly complaining now?

you dug your own grave.

but refused to go in it,

and not know your wrongs.

you take my things, and just leave them around.

which, actually, is fine by me.

I'll just put them back.

but then you get them dirty and you just leave it there,

I know it's not any intention to bug me.

but it's your lack of consideration that you don't see.

and then you get mad at me.

which by now, I've already stopped to care.

but jeez, stop to think and look at what you're doing.

I guess we all hate each other once in a while.

hellooooo, it's been dull holidays.

I haven't really been doing much. ekkk.

everything's just so, mediocre and nothing.

that it feels like we're moving in slow motion.

just trying to get through the day.

I don't want to move. :/

you seem to purposely dislike what I like,

and then like what I dislike.

screw you. I give up (which, apparently, I easily do give up -.- )

Offensive.

2009-11-24T12:30:00.003+08:00

jeez, way to make me feel any better.

thanks, for the little things you've said that you didn't realize actually felt like knives.

you could've at least acted like you gave two cents about it.

blaghh, holidays have been so, nothing!

it hasn't exactly been boring,

but all I've been doing is watching tv, playing cards with the siblings, going online.

which I guess isn't exactly BAD.

but still, sigh.

dull.

(edit)

there's sooo much I can do.

and that I want to do.

I haven't been reading much,

so I really should keep reading.

I wanna do some sudoku too.

and I need to finish East of Eden.

there's so much, that I just don't know where to start!

blaghh.

the holidays can get pretty overwhelming,

I'm getting tired just by doing nothing.

I've been sleeping maybe a little too much.

gaining back the sleep I lost for the year, maybe?

something's wrong with my hip.

it's aching.

You and I Both Loved

2009-11-24T00:47:00.002+08:00

is it me,

or are your constant insults and the constant act of you degrading me getting a little old?

is it me,

or do you just not hear what you say?

is it me,

or do you think I don't have the right to have at least a little bit of time to wallow in self pity?

is it me,

or do you not get that sometimes, they get a little offensive?

Zoned Out

2009-11-23T22:58:00.002+08:00

you, you're killing me.

it's as if you can't do anything at all.

and I feel the serious need to help.

just, make you do something.

I'm not trying to be evil.

but you need to be able to DO something.

and you and everyone else seem to find it hard to understand my frustration.

but damnit, I'm trying.

anyway, I looove the song Somewhere Only We Know by Keane.

always have. (;

gots to gos!

Vanished

2009-11-22T14:23:00.002+08:00

I'm at home alone.

the family went out for lunch

'cause they refused to wait for me to shower first -.-

claiming that I take too long.

urshh

anyways, yesterday was a pretty bleghh day.

nothing much.

went for lunch at Wendy's in Jaya One

then dinner at TGIF in OU.

Liverpool drew 2-2 to Manchester City.

which was when Elyas and I decided to become Bluenoses

Bluenoses are what the fans of Birmingham City F.C. are called.

they beat Fulham 1-0 yesterday.

at least someone won.

I'm now watching Hot Blood online, since I've missed the passed few episodes.

and this weird dude keeps using idioms and metaphors and similes.

it's weird.

also, I have no idea how to use eBay.

I was thinking of selling my Korean dramas 'cause their boxing is ugly.

yeah, it might be a little weird to do that

but they sell nicer ones with a cheaper price than I bought it for!

which is like my Sims 3 incident all over again -.-

Xave Me

2009-11-21T22:34:00.002+08:00

GAHH, I'm so tired of everything!

I'm still mad that my Sims 3 is so screwed up.

and then to find out that I paid so much money for my dramas.

when I could've bought them for a cheaper price and a nicer box!

and nowadays I've been feeling so anxious and just pure urshhhkedurshh!

Liverpool are now 2-2 at HOME, at ANFIELD.

after a while, it gets pretty disappointing.

it's kinda hard to take it. -.-

oh, Kat left for Australia this morning.

but she'll be back in December! :D

Spinning!

2009-11-21T12:03:00.002+08:00

blaghh,

I don't move houses a lot.

but I don't think I like it.

I mean, I have to move in like, 5 weeks!

it's all so sudden.

and I'm supposed to pick what I want to keep,

what I want to throw,

what I might want to throw but still want to keep.

and I'm looking at everything,

and I don't know WHAT I wanna do with it all!

I don't wanna move.

sigh.

I want lunch

it's hard to trust when you're not being upfront.

all the more when you start to lie.

stop giving hope when there really isn't any.

The Thoughts are Saddening

2009-11-20T20:47:00.005+08:00

I just finished the book I got from Eening.

kinda nice.

it's funny, definitely.

didn't go anything today.

nothing is planned for tomorrow.

and the day after

and the day after.

gosh -.-

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

ishkepish.

you don't see it.

your lack of consideration.

hmm, I missed the 4th episode of Hot Blood,

but I can catch episode 5 and 6 tomorrow and Sunday.

hope I won't forget it again and I won't be lost :/

blegh.

I'm getting that feeling again.

I've been getting it pretty often,

and now that it's the holidays, I'm getting it more strongly.

ishh.

anyway, I feel like having ALL the dvds in the world.

all the shows in the world.

EVERYTHING.

and I could just watch ANYTHING!

that would be nice (:

Was Just Wondering, Maybe Even Hoping.

2009-11-19T19:59:00.004+08:00

school's overrrr!

holidays have officially started.

not sure what I'm going to do :/

there's nothing I planned on doing.

nowhere I'm going to go!

anyway, we won GOLD for basketball yesterday.

and then had an amazing night at OU together.

the whole class went to OU for a class outing.

it was pretty funny, having 20 over people walk in a giant group.

but it was loads fun! (:

too lazy to get into details.

byee.

(edit)

okay, okay.

I'm not doing much, so I decided to update a bit (:

(or a lot)

and I'll watch East of Eden after this.

Tuesdayyy!

after we all lost in netball,

we decided to stay back for a while for a little fun

played some "basketball"

it's like, footketball

see, it was raining HEAVILY.

so, we went to the amphitheatre,

and there aren't any hoops,

so, we just marked a spot where, you'd have to get the ball past the line.

which was really easy, but yet, tricky.

after that, I went to OU with my brotherr

got 22 tickets to Time Traveler's Wife,

got reservations at TGIF for 27 people.

which was when I saw Sticky!

they have this new place at OU,

where they sell those sweets you can get from Australia!

I got excited with my brother.

but we had to leave fast.

Wednesdayy!

huge drama over basketball.

but anyway, we played.

and won! (: which made us really happy.

Eening and I had to go through a HUGE jam on the way home

got ready and off to OU!

yada yada, went for movie.

which wasn't bad. but, wasn't that great either.

after that, all 20+ of us as a WHOLE walked all the way to TGIF.

dinner was LOADS fun.

took a bunch of pictures and everything (:

I had a blast!

oh, not to forget, I bought my Fernando Torres book

Thursdayyy!

woke up early for school.

which I extremely regret going for.

but, after break, it was all pretty okay I guess (:

the emoness felt like it was going to be the end of the world or something.

we took a bunch of fun pictures together and everything.

I think that sums it up?

wordyy.

Unless It All Backfires

2009-11-17T23:06:00.002+08:00

okay. everything's settled.

reservations, movie tickets.

only issue is the money. -.-

since everyone refuses to pay.

all haywire!

anyway, had netball matches today.

we lost.

both teams.

so heartbreaking.

so, I'll be going to Eening's house tomorrow, before school.

and then, after school, OUTING!

I hope it turns out okay.

seriouslyyyyyy.

although there're a crazy amount of people going,

it should be okay?

fingerscrossed. x

hope we win for basketball tomorrow. :/

fingerscrossed. x (again)

Heck, I Don't Even Know Me

2009-11-16T22:23:00.002+08:00

My internet has been exceptionally slooooow lately.

anyway, went to school today- which I extremely regretted- for interclass.

we had interclass.

which, sadly, we lost.

it was a crazy tricky team.

they're gooood.

okay, so Eening and I have been planning the class outing.

which has been crazy hectic for my mind.

'cause it's planned to be held this Wednesday, which gives me pretty limited time.

so, it's almost done.

and I'll be getting tickets and making reservations tomorrow.

wow, I just realized that there's probably more than I think that needs to be done.

never mind,

a bunch of us stayed back today.

for a little netball practice

which was a lot of fun,

but extremely tiring.

we have netball semi-finals tomorrow

and the guys have a netball game too!

hope we do well.

I think that pretty much sums it all up that I needa talk about.

can't think of anything else (:

It's Always Greener on the Other Side

2009-11-15T20:57:00.001+08:00

awful day.

awful, awful day.

Dilemma

2009-11-15T10:28:00.002+08:00

You just have no idea how sometimes, I just hate you.

beyond description.

Quack You.

2009-11-15T01:45:00.004+08:00

blagh, I'm tired.

but I feel like taking a late shower.

which I will soon (:

I didn't go for the education fair.

whole looong story.

anyway, I had quite a long day today.

and it was like, a lot of meals O_o

started off with lunch at Teow Chew Meng nearby.

we walked there

(note this: walking to Teow Chew Meng. something I'll be missing when I MOVE)

then, we decided to go to Pavillion

since my mom was going for Barbie's 50th Anniversary Charity Auction thing.

so, after lunch, we were off!

then, we did a little shopping.

I bought a nice shirt from Gap (:

and then headed off to Times bookstore.

I was looking for El Nino: My Story.

but, they didn't have it.

instead, they had the Fernando Torres Biography.

which I ended up buying (;

the Times bookstore there is just LOVELY by the way.

gahh, I love it.

and then we ended up eating at the cafe 'cause the brother and sister were hungry -.-

right after our pretty long meal,

we headed off

on the way back, dad was like "chicken rice for dinner?"

sooo, we went for chicken rice dinner.

I'm practically still full :/

anyway, change of plans, I'm moving, yes.

but! on the 1st of January.

FIRST of JANUARY.

how crazy is that? ):

also, I came home and wrapped the book I got.

and decided to cross-stitch (:

gave up after like, 1 part of it.

took SOO long.

so I did a little bit of a bracelet thing,

which now I'm now too lazy to do.

and now, I'm here (:

blaghh, all in all, today was a pretty good day!

going to Eening's house tomorrow with Kat.

Kat pierced her ears!

also, Eening and I planned an outing for Wednesday after school.

and I really hope people turn up.

blaghh. not so easy to plan a big outing.

g'night, World (;

oh, also, my mom spent RM5,000 today.

during the auction.

and bought a gown -.-

which she found extremely ugly.

loong story.

(edit)

blagh, it was like, 'snap'

and all of a sudden, I'm in such an ekkkk mood.

sigh. :/

whyy, yoouuuu!

X, Cross It Out

2009-11-14T00:41:00.002+08:00

East of Eden is a crazy show.

it's driving me nuts.

all the scenes are like AHHHH

anyway, I'll be going for an education fair thingy tomorrow in KL

hope it goes well?

not sure what time it starts, though

also, I collected my specs and due to the increase of power,

the specs are really giving me a headache.

but, I have to wear it, get used to it and stuff.

aghh. it's really annoying.

I'll be going to sleep after a little bit more of East of Eden (:

To Write Love on Her Arms.

HOTESHAFERNANDOTORRESKIMHYUNGJOONGPARKHAEJIN

2009-11-13T18:06:00.002+08:00

the title has more meaning that you think (:

anyway, went to school today.

we had our basketball rematch.

which went pretty well (:

although, having difficulties at the beginning of the match,

we won 2-0

so we'll be in the finals against Columbus.

and they look pretty scary.

okay, about today's match.

it was pretty intense.

and right before the match started,

Eening was like, "oh shit like. we got no hope anymore" yada yada yada -.-

she keeps saying that.

but I, who felt extremely motivational for some reason, thought we could do okay.

and we did! (: of course, we were the underdogs.

after school, went to the nearby hor fan restaurant. yumm (:

and bought some cross-stitching thing which is so much more expensive than I would've imagined.

EVERYTHING IS SO NEARBY! I'll be getting my specs later I think?

update,

I'm moving.

to Damansara Heights

in 3 months.

we've had the Damansara Heights house for a while now.

never stayed in it.

was going to sell it as well for the money.

turns out, not selling it anymore.

so, we'll be staying there!

I'm going to miss SS2. seriously.

the convenience like the everything that's within walking distance. the restaurants with alllll the good food, the optometrist, the bookstore, the convenience store, the store with the cloth, the store with the sewing things, the store where I get my Korean shows, the store where I get the regular shows, the store with ANYTHING. literally EVERYTHING is gettable in SS2!
One Utama and Curve are nearer as well.
I love my house. ):
I'm gonna miss my neighbours

I'm going to lose SO MUCH.

and gain almost nothinggg. blaghh. this is sad.

I'm EXTREMELY tired now. ekk.

watching East of Eden.

I think I'll be going for an education fair tomorrow and KLCC or something?

Get by with a Little Help from My Friends

2009-11-12T16:16:00.002+08:00

didn't go to school (:

woohoo.

Eening didn't go either, thank god.

been watching East of Eden the whole time.

the songs are soo nice and show is driving me crazy.

tomorrow, I'll be going to school.

we have a basketball rematch.

which kinda worries me.

I'm kinda reluctant to play. it's so ekk.

hopefully we can have netball as well.

so we can get it done.

so I guess, school tomorrow.

now, I'll get back to East of Eden since I'm kinda slooow

I can't stand you. really.

and believe me, how I'm trying to tolerate the shit I have to put up with.

I was hoping for a change, we were hoping for a change.

but damn, why were we so dumb to believe you would

I can't stand you. really.

86,400 Seconds in a Day

2009-11-12T01:06:00.002+08:00

I loove Adam Lambert.

but I'm definitely a Kris fan as well,

can't help it, but he looks extremeeely cute in the latest video. (;

anyway, I'm up.

going to bed soon I guess.

I wasn't planning on going to school.

and I REALLY don't want to. ekk.

damn, I feel like dyingg!

but, Eening's going to go :/

so, I'll just teman her.

was watching East of Eden

and it's going to drive me crazy!

everything's like O_O

I thought it'd be a predictable show and all.

but, 56 episodes really makes you wonder.

blaghh.

I'm not in the midst of the 17th episode! woohoo.

but, still lots more to go.

and it's really, A LOT of crazy shit that's happening!

blaghh, wonder how they end this thing.

jesus christ!

save me.

I want to continue watching,

but, I have to go to school tomorrow.

EKK. so reluctant.

In My Battery-operated Car

2009-11-11T18:15:00.003+08:00

I don't know why, but I'm in an extremely motivational mood.

anyway, here're a few highlights of the day:

missed school
went over to Eening's house at about 9am.
watched My Girl and East of Eden at Eening's
supposedly had a netball match, but the teacher was being all funny
had a basketball match which we lost, and there was a wholeee lot of drama. and the thing is, I don't mind. at first I was a little bugged, just fighting for our rights. maybe we'll have a rematch. but I'm just so lazy, I don't think I'd mind if we just lose this thing :/
I can't find my specs, lost it somewhere in school.
told my mom about losing the specs and she said "try to find it" I responded with, "I can't find it!" she responds with, "go back tomorrow and look for it" no new ones for me :/
I wanna buy El Nino: My Story, but I should save.
I'm moving in 3 months, 'cause we sold the house VERY, VERY suddenly.
I'm really, REALLY going to miss my house. I mean, I LOVE IT! it's pretty, it's cosy, it's familiar, it can get a little scary, but it's familiar!
I watched Ji Hyun marry Myung Hoon, which is just plain stupid. The person rapes you and it obviously affects your WHOLE life. how're you supposed to live through your EVERY DAY facing the person who did that to you. it's just crazy. and it makes me mad, as much as I love Park Hae Jin -.-
I wanna set some goals.
Hyun Joong is acting in a new show! (:

I will now continue the show (:

Through the Trees

2009-11-10T17:05:00.002+08:00

heylooo.

I wonder if the Low Shoulder band that starred in Jennifer's Body that sang the song

if it was really sung by ADAM BRODY? :p

anywhoo, we had a netball match against 4Aristotle today.

rough match, alright.

it ended a draw. 2-2

call this ironic if you must,

but Liverpool drew 2-2 as well.

which, I jut realised,

in the same way too!

we scored the first goal, and Aristotle came back with the equaliser.

and then they scored again, and we equalised.

ohshiit. that's creepy.

anyway, I thought it didn't go that bad.

I mean, could've been worse?

also, I'm planning to sleep early again, no naps.

but, I'M SO CRAZY TIRED.

never mind, I won't.

I think I'm going to school late tomorrow (:

blaghh

big news, mom claims we're selling the house.

the couple just came, looked around and said, "okay, we'll buy it"

I'm proud of the house, 'cause it could just make a couple decide there and then.

but I'm sad, 'cause we're selling it! ):

there's the house in Damansara Heights and all.

but, we never stayed there. so, we'll definitely miss this house.

and that house needs renovation and all that crap.

so we'll have to rent another place while that place renovates.

and renovation hasn't even started! :/

gosh, how's this gonna work?

okay, watching East of Eden now.

the episodes on average are 1 hour to about 1 hour 10 minutes?

but this episode is like, 1 hr 22 minutes.

it's almost a movie!

gosh, they're sooooo longg O_o

at episode 12 now.

lots more to go.

Maybe, Someday.

2009-11-09T16:55:00.002+08:00

woohoo,

the results were good today.

the guys' team for the class won 2-1 for netball

and the girls' team won some sort of score for basketball (:

but it's not over yet -.-

I feel SO exhausted.

probably 'cause I slept pretty late.

went to bad at 4 plus am.

Jiann Lee made me stay up -.-

so, I've planned.

I'm going to continue East of Eden

'cause I've missed Park Hae Jin oh-so dearly,

then, have dinner.

and then after a while, I'll sleep.

wake up at 5am to catch up on the Liverpool score (don't let me down by the way)

and then there's school tomorrow (:

That Would Cost Your Happiness, Please?

2009-11-09T01:49:00.003+08:00

woohoo (:

I'll be going to school tomorrow.

there's basketball match, I think?

or netball?

anyway, I watched This Is It with Am, Jeannie and Eening today.

and then I watched East of Eden (a bit of it) with Am when the rest went back.

Park Hae Jin is so cute, by the way.

so, today was nothing much.

except, now, there's the whole Chelsea and Man Utd thing.

and later on, Liverpool will be playing with Birmingham.

I feel, like I'm giving up. seriously, I don't even bother with football anymore.

well, I try not to.

the best part about typing,

is that, no matter how sad or pissed off you are,

when you add a smiley at the end of the sentence,

people just assume you're doing great.

the smiley can be extremely convincing (:

(edit)

it's 3:45am, Liverpool should be playing Birmingham about now.

and East of Eden just keeps adding characters in, and I'm getting so confused with EVERYTHING

and I hate watching shows that way.

really, just hate it.

I get so frustrated.

so, conclusion, I will sleep.

look at the Liverpool scores tomorrow morning.

do something about my "confusations"

and play tomorrow's match.

g'night.

This Is It

2009-11-08T00:03:00.003+08:00

hellooo there.

my night wasn't exactly great.

but I'm the one to blame.

I was already prepared for a not so great night.

and was already ready to blame myself for it.

but now that I'm home, I feel better.

not great, but better.

anyway, going to Curve tomorrow.

with Am, Jeannie, and Eening.

gonna watch This Is It, AGAIN! :D

and probably have some KTZ after that

and yada yada.

can't wait, I'm hoping tomorrow'll be a good day!

you're competitive, but you just don't see it.

you wanna be great, but you're trying to be humble.

you wanna be the best, but you're not getting far, and it doesn't satisfy you.

someone does that, and you just wanna do it too, hoping you'd be far better.

you think you're great, but you're not.

you're just an average person, that does average things.

and you're just gonna have to deal with it.

I Feel the Salty Waves Come in

2009-11-07T01:20:00.002+08:00

I just watched Jennifer's Body "today" with Shafiq, Elyas, Jian Yong, Jas, Ee Lin and Dickson.

a little retarded and also a little creepy.

anyway, I was just doing the Su Doku book that Elyas got me from Australia.

which I feel extremely grateful for (: 'cause mine's practically DEAD.

and it cost like, 15 AUD.

which is almost RM50!

and you can get a Su Doku book here for about, RM12. -.-

BUT, this isn't your ordinary Su Doku book.

it has NO actual value.

literally. NONE.

they only cage a few boxes and tell you the sum of that cage.

so, it's pretty tough.

I finished 2.

I didn't time the first one, but the 2nd took me 45 minutes and 10 seconds. :/

and the time limit was 17 minutes!

"the deadliest collection yet"

it makes my copy seem EXTREMELY easy.

also, there were supposed to be plans for baking at Eening's house with Kat and her.

but, she's got some basketball thing,

so, it's cancelled. :/

OH! and not to forget, I went to MPH to buy some stuff. (:

'cause I can't help but spend when I have money to spend!

anyway, I gathered and counted.

and it reached up to about RM20, give or take.

so I went to the counter.

the lady scanned everything and it stated on the price label thing "RM 6.40"

so I just looked around thinking probably she hadn't finished scanning all of it.

and she looks and me and says, "it's 6 ringgit 40 cents"

so I looked at her, SO confused.

and I was like, "huh?" I thought maybe the display had problems and I heard her wrongly.

and then she says, "RM6.40"

I asked, "are you sure? for all of that?"

and she said, "yeah yeah"

I just looked at her with a confused look.

and kept asking her if she was sure.

and she looked at me weirdly, probably wondering why I was looking at her weirdly.

so, I was expecting myself to walk out the bookstore and the alarms would go off.

then she'd know what I was talking about.

but, strangely, THEY DIDN'T GO OFF!

so I just went off -.-

turns out, she didn't charge me for the 3 stacks of coloured paper I bought.

which would sum up to about, 13bucks?

I felt guilty all the way home.

until I thought to myself, "this is a good thing! I just got lucky"

I don't believe in karma in the first place.

and if it's anything, I know that doing good, doesn't get you any far than doing bad does.

so, hmp (:

well, it's all pretty wordy.

but, I'mma continue East of Eden.

Park Hae Jin is sooo sexyy.

Thanks, Liverpool

2009-11-06T01:32:00.001+08:00

I'm not going to school tomorrow.

which is so very aweshmoee.

I kinda promised that I'll be watching on the stall tomorrow.

but my mom's too lazy to pick me up from school anyway.

so, I'm sorry :/

I'm in the midst of Episode 8, yay.

and I love Kim Hyun Joong. (;

I'm Waving My White Flag

2009-11-05T02:38:00.002+08:00

woohooo.

faster progress today for East of Eden.

Episode 6!

they've finally grown up.

and Park Hae Jin appears.

it's weird, the guy's in Macao but he speaks Korean sometimes.

and Mandarin sometimes too, of course.

AND DENNIS OH JUST APPEARD :o

blaghh. other than the television,

everything's getting me moody -.-

my parents and stupid results in school.

ekk.

sometimes, it's like you're trying to show that you're great.

when in actual fact, you just as normal as everyone else.

Self-Esteem? none.

2009-11-03T20:47:00.004+08:00

I've been blogging pretty often lately.

'cause nowadays I've been getting pretty annoyed and frustrated.

it's really annoying.

sigh. and this could really just help me let it all out.

you know, some people probably would, the feeling when you've proven yourself trustworthy.

and you don't do anything to make someone doubt it.

but day by day,

they just, still don't seem to trust you anyway?

yeah, THAT. exactly that.

and how some just assume they're so good. -.-

with all the power in the wooorld

and they just seem to have that insecurity or self-consciousness that makes them have the need to claim their best.

I can't wait for school to be over. and EVERYTHING's over.

I need it.

let loose.

watch a WHOLE bunch of tv!

and everythingg.

blaghh.

(edit)

I'm currently watching East of Eden.

which is progressing extremely slowly.

'cause I'm half-mindedly watching So You Think You Can Dance

and also on Facebook.

of course, I'm also chatting.

so, it's going realllllyyy slowlyy.

I loooove Kim Hyun Joong.

I need to meet him.

and I wanna meet SS501.

and I wanna. ekkkkkk.

shiiiiit. I looooove him (:

(edit)

I'm trying to convince myself I don't hate you.

but it's getting hard. it really, really is.

blagh, I'm now watching East of Eden and the 3rd episode just ended. I think my eyeballs are gonna just fall out like going down a waterfall

I'm crying like crazy here. and it's only the end of the 3rd episode.

there are FIFTY SIX episodes. :/ lots more to goo!

'Till You're Screaming My Name

2009-11-02T21:44:00.001+08:00

herlooo.

my results, awful.

I need to set my priorities straight.

anyway, I'm currently watching East of Eden.

blaghh. it's like so, jab jab

also, the funniest thing happened today with Amelia Chan.

ohgosh. retarded.

that's about it.

there're a bunch of game competitions going on in school.

and yada yada. -.-

Break My Heart

2009-11-01T02:27:00.001+08:00

Liverpool just lost 3-1 to Fulham.

and, I'm not in the mood to talk about it.

Adam Lambert's new single is outtt!

For Your Entertainment.

it's getting more and more catchy (:

I went to Elaine's house at Valencia just now for Halloween.

that's about it.

Huge Mistake

2009-10-28T21:59:00.001+08:00

Eening says, expect the unexpected.

but then, if you expect the unexpected,

the unexpected becomes the expected

and the expected becomes the unexpected.

no?

anyway, got back quite a few results today.

pretty scary.

blagh. I wanna watch so much tv.

and do so many things. but I am just so damn lazy.

Liverpool, Arsenal. 3:40am later.

Happiness is..

2009-10-25T05:09:00.003+08:00

it is 5am. again.

and I am about to die.

I'll probably be waking up late tomorrow.

which, is not a good idea at all.

I have not studied Physics.

and I was hoping to do well.

I got hooked onto Private Practice.

and I cannot believe it just ended that way.

and, I need to rant.

so, here I am.

I cannot believe it ended with Addison and she's not with the oh-so charming guy!

married or not. he loves her. and I loove him. he's just, meltingly charming.

and, I checked, that was the last episode he appears in. which, SUCKS.

jeeeeeez.

also, of course, VIOLET has a friggin' psychotic person who comes and wants to cut her because she claims Violet stole her baby. -.-

I'm dying here.

with, a Physics exam on Monday.

BUT, it is amazing to know that Monday, is the last day.

but then again, so far, my papers have been feeling crappy.

and I wanna do well!

so, I'm gonna go to sleep soon.

and wake up tomorrow and study.

knowing that I haven't even touched the experiments.

so, I'll just sleep.

in suspense.

that I might die from.

ohgosh, kill me -.-

Liverpool. tomorrow. :/

Whatever that is Green

2009-10-21T04:58:00.002+08:00

I haven't been updating for a while.

didn't find any interest to. :/

but now that it's 5am.

and I have Biology exams tomorrow,

I've decided to update.

so far, I've taken BM, Sejarah, English, Chemistry, Add Math and Moral.

some were REALLY bad. but some were okay, I guess? hopefully.

anyway, hopefully I'll be able to do okay for Biology.

fingerscrossed. x

anyway, Kris Allen has a single which is a cover of the Script's song and I think a video is coming out.

Allison Iraheta has a single.

and Adam Lambert's Time for Miracles is out! (; and the title of his album will be For Your Entertainment. and Lady Gaga wrote a song for him! that could be interesting (;

loooove Adam Lambert.

Liverpool JUST played against Lyon.

and lost -.-

2-1 Steven Gerrard was subbed out after about 25 minutes.

Fernando Torres wasn't fit to play.

everything just went shit.

they also lost to Sunderland. -.-

to a red beach ball.

Fernando Torres and Steven Gerrard didn't play then either.

sigh, things aren't going so well for Liverpool.

Benitez' fault? :/ 4 losses in a row.

okay, back to Biology (;