What Do You Do About the Ones that Bring You Down?

I've been having cheer practice lately.

for Cheer 09' this Saturday and Sunday.

and I stayed back until 8:30pm today.

Paramount Championship is tomorrow.

I'm not exactly in anything.

so, yeah :/

some events are traumatising

and they need to stop.

Michael Jackson South

I'm a little late, but

HAPPY 16th Birthday, Katrina Ng!

wooooop (: (:

love you loads!

hope you had a fun day.

anyway, Michael Jackson passed away.

technically on Thursday.

but, Friday, Malaysian time.

I've never been like, a HUGE fan.

but I don't know why I feel so sad.

pretty unbelievable.

sigh, it's really sad.

I came back from cheer camp this evening.

I'm tired as hell. blagh.

there were this and that.

bla bla bla.

I'm too tired.

current: Spain vs South Africa.

Unlike Some

elloo.

I just got back from cheer.

cheered with a mask on. :/

had to.

mom's orders.

and I would feel bad if I did have it.

and if I passed it on to anyone.

so, I had to be safe.

it's not that safe

but it's safER

I forgot to mention, Iman Athira bought me a shirt! (:

the most beautiful shirt in the WORLD.

yes, I know you love it.

and I know you're jealous (:

anyway, the school is having a field trip to Taman Negara.

and I wanted to go.

but of course, no surprise, my parents don't allow me to :/

I guess, no complains -.-

Say No to Racism, Respect

I can't upload a picture cause the blogspot has an issue.

but...

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY, Elyas Izzat Zulhisham (:

beeepboppp!

anyway, I'm currently watching Spain vs. USA

blagh, Torres looks soo shexayy.

Iker Casillas too!

Cesc Fabregas as well! O.o

Spain FIFA Ranking #1

USA FIFA Ranking #15.

hope Spain does well (:

I am EXTREMELY tired. but I have to stay up for this.

I needa watch Torres score. (: hopefully he does!

I've been going Hyun Joong crazy.

no joke.

never thought I'd go crazy for a Korean (;

or a group! since he's in SS501.

I've been youtube-ing.

gah, he's just too adorable for words.

some USA player, Donovan, just hurt Fabregas :o

I don't know ANY of the American players. it's weird.

Spain's jersey is really pretty (;

I thought I was going back to school tomorrow (Thursday)

but turns out, I'm not.

but I THINK I'll be going for cheer!

most likely.

I've been feeling really bad for missing out.

on A LOT.

:/

/edit

it's been 12 minutes.

and Spain have not scored.

why?

they should be scoring.

Fernando Torres just scored a hat-trick against New Zealand within 17 minutes!

come on.

Torres missed a shot.

it was tough.

but then when he was lying on the grass,

the USA goalkeeper tapped him on the back.

gah, how badly I wanna do that.

I bet the goalkeeper enjoyed it too ):

/edit

arghh, Fernando Torres isn't scoring yet.

nobody is.

and Fernando Torres shouldn't be allowed to be so sexyy.

BUT, he's getting rude.

seriously.

and I don't like it :/

/edit

still, not scoring and it's been 23 minutes.

an American dude just made a foul throw-in. lol.

/edit

-.-

what?

USA just scored. 1-0

the first goal Spain have conceded in the Confederations Cup.

and it was USA to score.

WHAT? USA?

maybe it's because I'm watching that it results in disappointment.

I watched the Iraq match and I watched for such a long time before I saw them score a goal.

the rest, 5-0 against New Zealand.

nope, didn't catch it.

I can't believe it.

whatthebabi?

and the goal scorer just got a yellow card for taking his shirt of during celebration. lol.

/edit

tough shot by David Villa.

still, no goals from Spain. -.-

and Torres keeps going offside.

/edit

Torres is seriously beginning to look more smug!

no no no no no!

he's been showing rude hand gestures.

scary.

not goood!

blagh! ish.

Capdevila just got a yellow card.

and a close short by USA, Dempsey.

-.-

come on, Spain. jeeez!

61% to 39% possession.

Spain with 69.

and yet, no goals. -.-

yet, they're behind. whuuuuut?

oh, gosh.

how is Spain losing?

how is Spain LOSING?

arshh! Torres nearly had a shot.

but, he slipped so slightly.

gejw;ljgKL;EJ;lgkql ARGH.

/edit

44minutes.

no goal.

gahh, Torres is getting obnoxious and snobbish.

I mean, I wouldn't know.

but he seems to be getting ruder!

but he's just too gorgeous.

even when he plays.

and HOW he plays.

and his SPEED when he runs.

what am I to do?

half-time.

USA 1 - 0 Spain.

whuutthhhheheeellll?

ish.

/edit

I really have no idea what I would do if Spain doesn't win.

I mean, come onnn! :/

Fernando Torres? do somethinnggg!

/edit

I'm getting really annoyed.

and really annoyed.

USA scored the 2nd goal.

WHAT THE HELL LAH.

ahhhh! I'm so angryyy!

I shouldn't have watched the match!

I really shouldn't have.

goodnight.

Feelin' Good

I'm stuck at home.

and restricted from going out. -.-

blaghh.

I'm sorry, you guys.

terribly sorry.

you have no idea how bad I feel.

I'm really sorry. :/

Either Way, You Lose.

I'm under house arrest.

a.k.a. home quarantine.

I was told to go home to be on close watch for a few days to make sure I don't have swine flu.

a.k.a. H1N1.

I went to school and had to leave at around 12:30pm.

I got a few of my results back.

and they're BAD.

no joke.

they're prettttyyyy badddd!

this house arrest thing.

I'm happy about it. but yet, I'm not so happy.

it's a good thing. and yet, it's not.

I'm going to be missing cheer.

and I'm really sorry.

I wasn't expecting to be on house arrest, seriously.

I thought I'd be back in cheer and working harder since I was gone for 10 days.

aghh, I feel bad.

seriously bad.

My mind is going to explode soon.

I feel so frustrated!

it's like, I don't know which way to go.

I'm going to stab something soon.

Not as Fortunate. But, Fortunate

I am extremely frustrated.

I hate it.

I hate it.

but yet, I quite like it once in a while.

but,

I hate it.

I hate it.

I hate it!

I feel so ARGHHJGjeklsl;gjl;wajg;leajJG:lja!

geez. I need a breather.

The Ball Drops

I am BACK, baby

I just got back from Australia this morning.

with a suspicion of swine flue.

but, probably not.

I feel like eating Lifesavers.

they're these EXTREMELY good sweets in Australia.

:p

anyway, I had a lot of fun in Australia.

but, no point talking about it.

I'll be returning to school tomorrow.

and then I have cheer until 7:30pm.

which, I really have to buck up on.

since I've been skipping so much!

I got back a few of my results.

and they aren't that bad, I guess?

well, the ones I know so far.

more to find out tomorrow.

Smoke.r

I'm leaving for Australia in just a matter of hours!

won't be back until the following Sunday.

(:

bye

Stop Looking!

ellooo.

I didn't go for cheer today.

had some preparations to do for Australia tomorrow.

and I still have preparations.

gahh, cheer is supposed to make you feel healthier and make you lose weight.

but, instead, I feel unhealthier and I'm putting on weight.

I'm like, eating twice as much!

goshhh, I'mma die soon.

going to watch Drag Me to Hell tonight.

(: wooop!

mom go premier tickets from somewhere.

then, off to Australia tomorrow evening!

can't wait.

Sing

it's funny,

before holidays,

I was thinking of the many things I could do during the holiday.

and now that the holidays are here,

I can't seem to find anything to do!

I have cheer soon!

at 5pm until 8pm.

today is, Tuesday.

and then Wednesday.

finally, Thursday!

and I'm on the way to Australia!

GAHH, I can't wait to go!

I'm REALLY excited.

the many many things I wanna buy!

the chocolates

woooop! (:

The World That We Live In

I feel myself get tired.

I'm starting to enjoy cheer a little more each day.

it's quite torturous,

but I have some fun.

and stuff like that.

but, sigh.

it's really tiring.

and...

I'll be leaving to Australia on Thursday.

and be gone for 10 days.

sorry, Stunners. :/

but, I'm REALLY, EXTREMELY excited!

ahhhh! (:

gonna watch Confessions of a Shopaholic now! (:

Bap Badda Doo Bap!

I'm tired.

blaghh! so tired.

I just got back from OU

with Kim, Andrew, Christopher and Joanna.

and before that, I had cheer camp

from Saturday 9am to Sunday 6pm!

aghh, I'mma die soon.

practice tomorrow.

from 2:45pm to 7pm.

:/

toughhh

Can't Be Too Sure

I thought I was aching yesterday.

I was wrong.

THIS is aching.

I literally cannot move my body from neck down.

I am not exaggerating.

I feel like a total weakling.

I've only done this for like, 3 days.

and already, I can't stand it.

and I'm not being all whiney but,

I am in serious pain.

I really cannot move!

and I don't know what to do.

I can't move ANYTHING.

I feel like a stick!

anyway, practice again tomorrow

gym-ing. :/

and then I have tuition at night!

after that, I have practice in the morning on Friday.

then there'll be a movie marathon! wooop (:

and then, there's Cheer Camp on Saturday :/

more loner-ing times!

it's on Saturday morning.

and ends on the Sunday evening.

then I think I'll be going out after that.

and then Monday comes! A new week (:

we'll see what happens then!

Australia on Thursday.

Question!

ohmegawd.

I am literally aching, from top to bottom.

everything hurts.

and there's still cheer tomorrow.

we have to bring so many t-shirts.

8tv's going to school or something.

anyway, it's official, Adam Lambert is gay!

*heart shatters into a million pieces*

and has a boyfriend.

the boyfriend looks kinda gaya.

interior designer or something.

and they look pretty cute together, I guess!

blaghhh.

it's pretty late :/

but this is a pretty picture (:

What Was I Thinking!

woooh.

had cheer just now.

and having cheer again tomorrow.

and on Wednesday

and Thursday

and Friday

and Saturday.

it's okay, I guess?

I mean, the jumps are kinda tiring.

and, I don't know how to do a few as I've never done some of them before.

and I can't even cartwheel.

so, :/

basically, I'm pretty much useless.

today, was practically a waste of a whole day.

I didn't do much AT ALL.

sorry, time. for wasting you.

I feel bad.

it is officially a new month.

JUNE

What A Dream

blaghhh

it's almost 12pm.

I have cheer later at 5 in school :/

really weird timing.

anyway, yesterday I went for Jasmine's surprise party!

I didn't really do much.

cause, I'm probably not exactly the sporty type :/

well, not yesterday.

but still, I had fun.

Happy 16th Birthday Chan Shi Yun, Jasmine!

(: