That Would Cost Your Happiness, Please?

woohoo (:

I'll be going to school tomorrow.

there's basketball match, I think?

or netball?

anyway, I watched This Is It with Am, Jeannie and Eening today.

and then I watched East of Eden (a bit of it) with Am when the rest went back.

Park Hae Jin is so cute, by the way.

so, today was nothing much.

except, now, there's the whole Chelsea and Man Utd thing.

and later on, Liverpool will be playing with Birmingham.

I feel, like I'm giving up. seriously, I don't even bother with football anymore.

well, I try not to.

the best part about typing,

is that, no matter how sad or pissed off you are,

when you add a smiley at the end of the sentence,

people just assume you're doing great.

the smiley can be extremely convincing (:

(edit)

it's 3:45am, Liverpool should be playing Birmingham about now.

and East of Eden just keeps adding characters in, and I'm getting so confused with EVERYTHING

and I hate watching shows that way.

really, just hate it.

I get so frustrated.

so, conclusion, I will sleep.

look at the Liverpool scores tomorrow morning.

do something about my "confusations"

and play tomorrow's match.

g'night.

This Is It

hellooo there.

my night wasn't exactly great.

but I'm the one to blame.

I was already prepared for a not so great night.

and was already ready to blame myself for it.

but now that I'm home, I feel better.

not great, but better.

anyway, going to Curve tomorrow.

with Am, Jeannie, and Eening.

gonna watch This Is It, AGAIN! :D

and probably have some KTZ after that

and yada yada.

can't wait, I'm hoping tomorrow'll be a good day!

you're competitive, but you just don't see it.

you wanna be great, but you're trying to be humble.

you wanna be the best, but you're not getting far, and it doesn't satisfy you.

someone does that, and you just wanna do it too, hoping you'd be far better.

you think you're great, but you're not.

you're just an average person, that does average things.

and you're just gonna have to deal with it.

I Feel the Salty Waves Come in

I just watched Jennifer's Body "today" with Shafiq, Elyas, Jian Yong, Jas, Ee Lin and Dickson.

a little retarded and also a little creepy.

anyway, I was just doing the Su Doku book that Elyas got me from Australia.

which I feel extremely grateful for (: 'cause mine's practically DEAD.

and it cost like, 15 AUD.

which is almost RM50!

and you can get a Su Doku book here for about, RM12. -.-

BUT, this isn't your ordinary Su Doku book.

it has NO actual value.

literally. NONE.

they only cage a few boxes and tell you the sum of that cage.

so, it's pretty tough.

I finished 2.

I didn't time the first one, but the 2nd took me 45 minutes and 10 seconds. :/

and the time limit was 17 minutes!

"the deadliest collection yet"

it makes my copy seem EXTREMELY easy.

also, there were supposed to be plans for baking at Eening's house with Kat and her.

but, she's got some basketball thing,

so, it's cancelled. :/

OH! and not to forget, I went to MPH to buy some stuff. (:

'cause I can't help but spend when I have money to spend!

anyway, I gathered and counted.

and it reached up to about RM20, give or take.

so I went to the counter.

the lady scanned everything and it stated on the price label thing "RM 6.40"

so I just looked around thinking probably she hadn't finished scanning all of it.

and she looks and me and says, "it's 6 ringgit 40 cents"

so I looked at her, SO confused.

and I was like, "huh?" I thought maybe the display had problems and I heard her wrongly.

and then she says, "RM6.40"

I asked, "are you sure? for all of that?"

and she said, "yeah yeah"

I just looked at her with a confused look.

and kept asking her if she was sure.

and she looked at me weirdly, probably wondering why I was looking at her weirdly.

so, I was expecting myself to walk out the bookstore and the alarms would go off.

then she'd know what I was talking about.

but, strangely, THEY DIDN'T GO OFF!

so I just went off -.-

turns out, she didn't charge me for the 3 stacks of coloured paper I bought.

which would sum up to about, 13bucks?

I felt guilty all the way home.

until I thought to myself, "this is a good thing! I just got lucky"

I don't believe in karma in the first place.

and if it's anything, I know that doing good, doesn't get you any far than doing bad does.

so, hmp (:

well, it's all pretty wordy.

but, I'mma continue East of Eden.

Park Hae Jin is sooo sexyy.

Thanks, Liverpool

:D

I'm not going to school tomorrow.

which is so very aweshmoee.

I kinda promised that I'll be watching on the stall tomorrow.

but my mom's too lazy to pick me up from school anyway.

so, I'm sorry :/

I'm in the midst of Episode 8, yay.

and I love Kim Hyun Joong. (;

I'm Waving My White Flag

woohooo.

faster progress today for East of Eden.

Episode 6!

they've finally grown up.

and Park Hae Jin appears.

it's weird, the guy's in Macao but he speaks Korean sometimes.

and Mandarin sometimes too, of course.

AND DENNIS OH JUST APPEARD :o

blaghh. other than the television,

everything's getting me moody -.-

my parents and stupid results in school.

ekk.

sometimes, it's like you're trying to show that you're great.

when in actual fact, you just as normal as everyone else.

Self-Esteem? none.

I've been blogging pretty often lately.

'cause nowadays I've been getting pretty annoyed and frustrated.

it's really annoying.

sigh. and this could really just help me let it all out.

you know, some people probably would, the feeling when you've proven yourself trustworthy.

and you don't do anything to make someone doubt it.

but day by day,

they just, still don't seem to trust you anyway?

yeah, THAT. exactly that.

and how some just assume they're so good. -.-

with all the power in the wooorld

and they just seem to have that insecurity or self-consciousness that makes them have the need to claim their best.

I can't wait for school to be over. and EVERYTHING's over.

I need it.

let loose.

watch a WHOLE bunch of tv!

and everythingg.

blaghh.

(edit)

I'm currently watching East of Eden.

which is progressing extremely slowly.

'cause I'm half-mindedly watching So You Think You Can Dance

and also on Facebook.

of course, I'm also chatting.

so, it's going realllllyyy slowlyy.

I loooove Kim Hyun Joong.

I need to meet him.

and I wanna meet SS501.

and I wanna. ekkkkkk.

shiiiiit. I looooove him (:

(edit)

I'm trying to convince myself I don't hate you.

but it's getting hard. it really, really is.

blagh, I'm now watching East of Eden and the 3rd episode just ended. I think my eyeballs are gonna just fall out like going down a waterfall

I'm crying like crazy here. and it's only the end of the 3rd episode.

there are FIFTY SIX episodes. :/ lots more to goo!

'Till You're Screaming My Name

herlooo.

my results, awful.

I need to set my priorities straight.

anyway, I'm currently watching East of Eden.

blaghh. it's like so, jab jab

also, the funniest thing happened today with Amelia Chan.

ohgosh. retarded.

that's about it.

there're a bunch of game competitions going on in school.

and yada yada. -.-

Break My Heart

Liverpool just lost 3-1 to Fulham.

and, I'm not in the mood to talk about it.

Adam Lambert's new single is outtt!

For Your Entertainment.

it's getting more and more catchy (:

I went to Elaine's house at Valencia just now for Halloween.

that's about it.