The Enemies I've Made

today, was a pretty dull day like the rest.

promised myself to watch East of Eden.

but, I didn't

I'm going for a sleepover.

it's a little late, but, she's not in yet.

so, we'll have to wait.

Red Guitar

heyheyy!

gosh, I'm exhausted!

I got the Kris Allen and Adam Lambert album yesterday

and so far, I'm EXTREMELY sad to say, that I find the Kris Allen one nicer :/

sigh.

Adam Lambert could sing better songs. but I don't know why he doesn't

anyway, I watched New Moon with Ni Ahn and Kok Eu yesterday.

to me, I find it better than Twilight.

their acting has seriously improved

although it still isn't good.

the book is seriously just so much better

the book is realllly good.

the movie, is a little :/ ekk.

but I guess, it's tolerable.

I woke up early this morning.

like, extremely early. :/

went to Jiann Lee's house.

reached at like, 10am.

to stone -.-

until everyone came late.

which were Samantha, Han Jun and his sister, Jerrick and Brandon Charles.

and left at about 4pm for dental (:

had cendol and rojak, yummm.

BYE

If Tomorrow Never Comes

wow, I'm tired.

well, it's 2am.

but, I've been feeling pretty exhausted.

mom's been making do chores.

for some reason, she doesn't want ANYONE else to do it, but me.

when my brother helped she seemed a little bugged -.-

so this morning, she waited for my brother to leave and texted me about the chores while she was at work -.-

it's probably 'cause I've been lazing my butt off.

I spent my day at home.

doing nothing.

played Monopoly with the siblings and all.

I think I'm going to OU tomorrow with the family (:

Will You Meet Me Halfway?

gosh, Johnny Depp is crazy sexy. mmmm (:

so's Brad Pitt. :O

and Ryan Reynolds!

I've been watching a LOT of tv.

Katy Perry is SOO beautiful! blaghh. Looove her.

and Pixie Lott is an AMAZING dancer.

I'm tired :/

(edit)

herlooos, it's about 2:30am noww.

watching tv -.-

I've been so ekkk.

but I went to the park today!

with Huiyi and Sherren. traded stories and all.

good to see them (:

I have some "meeting" with an agent or something.

trying to apply to Concorde College :/

sigh.

among the thousands of people that apply, what the hell are the chances that I get in? :/

this sucksssss.

What We All Want

filled with joy, Liverpool wins 2-0 against Everton!

harray, hurrah! :D

woooopdeedoo.

things're up with the parents :/

sigh.

I've been feeling a little crazy lately.

just, keeping sane.

like everyone else in the world.

Tesha has been bored.

I can never understand what Jamie Carragher says.

Leave

wow. today has been pretty exhausting.

I had awful sleep.

just dying of pain.

mom's been in a bad mood.

which sometimes really bugs the living crap outta me.

I'm so tired!

anyway, the song Leave by Matchbox Twenty is soooo nice (;

makes me just wanna sleep off to the song.

ohmygod! I just recalled my dream. lol.

extremely, EXTREMELY weird dream.

just, too weird. O_O

(edit)

okay, it's almost 3 in the morning.

and I just need to let some stuff out.

I might be going crazy over here.

gosh, yesterday, as creepy as this may sound, I was laughing to myself.

I was laughing at everything.

just surfing through the net, and giggling and smiling to myself.

I found it a little creepy, but, probably no harm there.

and now, I'm finding myself TEARING? and then crying?

so, yes, I think I might just be going a little crazy there.

gosh, I'm screwed.

and I just feel like my mind's about to implode.

it's all haywire.

and I don't even know why, I've got nothing in particular to feel anxious about!

shitshitshiiiit.

Little By Little

herlloooooo.

today was a pretty okay day.

I went to Bangar Shopping Centre for lunch.

at Chilli's

the steak was awwwwful!

but everything else was pretty okay (:

then we walked around and then left to Space

looked at a few (extremely expensive) furniture.

they were SOOO nice.

jeeeesus christ.

anywayyy, I'm craving so badly for fruits right now.

blaghh.

Remember?

blagghh, it's almost 3:40am and I don't know what I'm doing awake.

I'm currently watching East of Eden. kinda moving slowly with it :/

Eening showed me the Japanese comic, Hana Yori Dango.

the original story line of Boys Over Flowers. I think it's much nicer

and I prefer the main guy in the comic compared to in Boys Over Flowers.

and I don't like the "Ji-Hoo" of the comic, I (of course) prefer the Hyun Joong of the show.

anyway, I think I'll just watch a little more of East of Eden and then head to bed. (;

I have a killer ulcer.

thankfully it's just 1, and not like, a whole bunch of them.

but it's crazy painful!