Wednesday, October 27, 2010

When the Going Gets Tough

woah, I haven't blogged in a LOOONG time.
I'm just in such a crappy mood now.
WAYY crappy.
my 'time of the month' is probably coming.
SOO many things in my mind.
all these little problems.
and it's really bugging me. sigh
this feeling really sucks.
just makes me feel like tomorrow's not gonna come.
or that my days're just going to keep being like this :/

I hate this SO much. :/

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Same Ol', Same Ol'

helloo, I haven't updated in a loooong time.
sighh, I'm feeling a little ekkk.
but I don't know what's wrong.
I'm not sad. but somehow worried?
like, anxious? sighhh.

HELP ME. this always happens. blueghh.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Is It Confidence. Or Lack of Confidence?

beeeeep :D
having holidays now,
I kinda have to submit my MYE results to DLD.
ugh, I think I did really badly.
in a pretty ekkk mood. :/

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

System Overload!

another class tomorrowww!
I'm kinda tired.
but my room is crazy MESSYY!
I should do something about it.
and I wanna youtube, but the internet cannot get any slower!
actually, it can. but, y'know, I'm just over exaggerating.
sigh, I feel useless.
I'm like, just lazing around
and going Korean crazy! BADDD.


I'm feeling weird now.
I think it's a mixture of anxiety and being overwhelmed?
I'm not too sure. I think I'll sleep it off.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Artsy Fartsy

eeep, I've got my first Art exam tomorrow.
creepy huh?
apparently Art is going to be a really important subject for me in the future.
and I'm SO scared for tomorrow.
I'm getting so anxious.
I can't wait for after the test.
well, firstly, my art like, really sucks :/
sigh. so scared to screw up. and I'm not sure what I'll be drawing. and EEEP LAHH
and I don't think it's just art that's giving me the anxiety.
I feel weird.
like, Monday all over again.
eeep. eeep. eeep!

alsooo, I found a little sum-in (something).

Brandon Flowers, a Liverpool fan? :P

I saw this video,
and that scarf has a liverpool logo on it, with the word, "Anfield"
nicee (:

Saturday, May 29, 2010


wow, I have probably slept, a total of 14 hours.
14 hours. this week.
14 hours is the sum of the hours I have slept for the entire week.
and now, it's 5am.
and I'm not sleeping.
I think I have a disorder?
I just, don't feel sleepy sometimes.
and I haven't really been studying. gotta get to it!
I should sleep.

anyway, my exams have been a little :s
I hope I don't do too badly! eeeep.

I think I've become a 2pm fan.
but, kinda sad about Jaebeom. I like him (:

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Is Something Wrong?

I've got Add Math and Chem Paper 3 tomorrow.
technically, not tomorrow but later. lol.
I just watched episode 13 of Cinderella's Sister.
ohmahgawddd, I can't decide, I love both the guys!
but, maybe a little more on Taecyeon's side :p
nah, AGH, I'm not sure.

anyway, I slept at like 5:30am last night.
I'm REALLLY lacking sleep.
but, I don't seem to be very tired now.
I think there might be a problem with my sleeping habits.
or whatever is wrong inside of me that enables me to just stay up all the time!
I might die a little early, though. lol.

eeep! I'll watching episode 14 tomorrow, then (:

Friday, May 21, 2010

It's Been Awhile

hello blog! I haven't updated in a LONG time.
having Mid-year Exams now.
but I've seriously been slacking.
just spending my time online with youtube and whatnot.
but I am DYINGGG to watch Nowhere Boy. EEEEP. (:

I've already done Sejarah paper 1 and the 2 BM papers.
looong way to go.
difference now is,
I'm trying out art.
which is a pretty risky thing to do.
since, my art skills aren't so good :/