Tuesday, June 30, 2009

What Do You Do About the Ones that Bring You Down?

I've been having cheer practice lately.
for Cheer 09' this Saturday and Sunday.
and I stayed back until 8:30pm today.
Paramount Championship is tomorrow.
I'm not exactly in anything.
so, yeah :/

some events are traumatising
and they need to stop.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Michael Jackson South

I'm a little late, but
HAPPY 16th Birthday, Katrina Ng!
wooooop (: (:
love you loads!
hope you had a fun day.

anyway, Michael Jackson passed away.
technically on Thursday.
but, Friday, Malaysian time.
I've never been like, a HUGE fan.
but I don't know why I feel so sad.
pretty unbelievable.
sigh, it's really sad.

I came back from cheer camp this evening.
I'm tired as hell. blagh.
there were this and that.
bla bla bla.
I'm too tired.

current: Spain vs South Africa.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Unlike Some

I just got back from cheer.
cheered with a mask on. :/
had to.
mom's orders.
and I would feel bad if I did have it.
and if I passed it on to anyone.
so, I had to be safe.
it's not that safe
but it's safER

I forgot to mention, Iman Athira bought me a shirt! (:
the most beautiful shirt in the WORLD.

yes, I know you love it.
and I know you're jealous (:

anyway, the school is having a field trip to Taman Negara.
and I wanted to go.
but of course, no surprise, my parents don't allow me to :/
I guess, no complains -.-

Say No to Racism, Respect

I can't upload a picture cause the blogspot has an issue.

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY, Elyas Izzat Zulhisham (:

anyway, I'm currently watching Spain vs. USA
blagh, Torres looks soo shexayy.
Iker Casillas too!
Cesc Fabregas as well! O.o

Spain FIFA Ranking #1
USA FIFA Ranking #15.
hope Spain does well (:

I am EXTREMELY tired. but I have to stay up for this.
I needa watch Torres score. (: hopefully he does!

I've been going Hyun Joong crazy.
no joke.
never thought I'd go crazy for a Korean (;
or a group! since he's in SS501.
I've been youtube-ing.
gah, he's just too adorable for words.

some USA player, Donovan, just hurt Fabregas :o
I don't know ANY of the American players. it's weird.
Spain's jersey is really pretty (;

I thought I was going back to school tomorrow (Thursday)
but turns out, I'm not.
but I THINK I'll be going for cheer!
most likely.
I've been feeling really bad for missing out.
on A LOT.


it's been 12 minutes.
and Spain have not scored.
they should be scoring.
Fernando Torres just scored a hat-trick against New Zealand within 17 minutes!
come on.
Torres missed a shot.
it was tough.
but then when he was lying on the grass,
the USA goalkeeper tapped him on the back.
gah, how badly I wanna do that.
I bet the goalkeeper enjoyed it too ):


arghh, Fernando Torres isn't scoring yet.
nobody is.
and Fernando Torres shouldn't be allowed to be so sexyy.
BUT, he's getting rude.
and I don't like it :/


still, not scoring and it's been 23 minutes.
an American dude just made a foul throw-in. lol.


USA just scored. 1-0
the first goal Spain have conceded in the Confederations Cup.
and it was USA to score.
maybe it's because I'm watching that it results in disappointment.
I watched the Iraq match and I watched for such a long time before I saw them score a goal.
the rest, 5-0 against New Zealand.
nope, didn't catch it.
I can't believe it.
and the goal scorer just got a yellow card for taking his shirt of during celebration. lol.


tough shot by David Villa.
still, no goals from Spain. -.-
and Torres keeps going offside.


Torres is seriously beginning to look more smug!
no no no no no!
he's been showing rude hand gestures.
not goood!
blagh! ish.
Capdevila just got a yellow card.
and a close short by USA, Dempsey.
come on, Spain. jeeez!
61% to 39% possession.
Spain with 69.
and yet, no goals. -.-
yet, they're behind. whuuuuut?

oh, gosh.
how is Spain losing?
how is Spain LOSING?
arshh! Torres nearly had a shot.
but, he slipped so slightly.
gejw;ljgKL;EJ;lgkql ARGH.


no goal.
gahh, Torres is getting obnoxious and snobbish.
I mean, I wouldn't know.
but he seems to be getting ruder!
but he's just too gorgeous.
even when he plays.
and HOW he plays.
and his SPEED when he runs.
what am I to do?

USA 1 - 0 Spain.


I really have no idea what I would do if Spain doesn't win.
I mean, come onnn! :/
Fernando Torres? do somethinnggg!


I'm getting really annoyed.
and really annoyed.
USA scored the 2nd goal.
ahhhh! I'm so angryyy!
I shouldn't have watched the match!
I really shouldn't have.


Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Feelin' Good

I'm stuck at home.
and restricted from going out. -.-


I'm sorry, you guys.
terribly sorry.
you have no idea how bad I feel.
I'm really sorry. :/

Monday, June 22, 2009

Either Way, You Lose.

I'm under house arrest.
a.k.a. home quarantine.

I was told to go home to be on close watch for a few days to make sure I don't have swine flu.
a.k.a. H1N1.

I went to school and had to leave at around 12:30pm.
I got a few of my results back.
and they're BAD.
no joke.
they're prettttyyyy badddd!

this house arrest thing.
I'm happy about it. but yet, I'm not so happy.
it's a good thing. and yet, it's not.

I'm going to be missing cheer.
and I'm really sorry.
I wasn't expecting to be on house arrest, seriously.
I thought I'd be back in cheer and working harder since I was gone for 10 days.
aghh, I feel bad.
seriously bad.

My mind is going to explode soon.
I feel so frustrated!
it's like, I don't know which way to go.
I'm going to stab something soon.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Not as Fortunate. But, Fortunate

I am extremely frustrated.
I hate it.
I hate it.
but yet, I quite like it once in a while.
I hate it.
I hate it.
I hate it!

I feel so ARGHHJGjeklsl;gjl;wajg;leajJG:lja!

geez. I need a breather.

The Ball Drops

I am BACK, baby

I just got back from Australia this morning.
with a suspicion of swine flue.
but, probably not.

I feel like eating Lifesavers.
they're these EXTREMELY good sweets in Australia.

anyway, I had a lot of fun in Australia.
but, no point talking about it.

I'll be returning to school tomorrow.
and then I have cheer until 7:30pm.
which, I really have to buck up on.
since I've been skipping so much!

I got back a few of my results.
and they aren't that bad, I guess?
well, the ones I know so far.
more to find out tomorrow.

Thursday, June 11, 2009


I'm leaving for Australia in just a matter of hours!
won't be back until the following Sunday.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Stop Looking!

I didn't go for cheer today.
had some preparations to do for Australia tomorrow.
and I still have preparations.

gahh, cheer is supposed to make you feel healthier and make you lose weight.
but, instead, I feel unhealthier and I'm putting on weight.
I'm like, eating twice as much!

goshhh, I'mma die soon.

going to watch Drag Me to Hell tonight.
(: wooop!
mom go premier tickets from somewhere.
then, off to Australia tomorrow evening!
can't wait.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009


it's funny,
before holidays,
I was thinking of the many things I could do during the holiday.
and now that the holidays are here,
I can't seem to find anything to do!

I have cheer soon!
at 5pm until 8pm.
today is, Tuesday.
and then Wednesday.
finally, Thursday!
and I'm on the way to Australia!
GAHH, I can't wait to go!
I'm REALLY excited.
the many many things I wanna buy!
the chocolates
woooop! (:

The World That We Live In

I feel myself get tired.

I'm starting to enjoy cheer a little more each day.
it's quite torturous,
but I have some fun.
and stuff like that.
but, sigh.
it's really tiring.

I'll be leaving to Australia on Thursday.
and be gone for 10 days.
sorry, Stunners. :/
but, I'm REALLY, EXTREMELY excited!
ahhhh! (:

gonna watch Confessions of a Shopaholic now! (:

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Bap Badda Doo Bap!

I'm tired.
blaghh! so tired.
I just got back from OU
with Kim, Andrew, Christopher and Joanna.
and before that, I had cheer camp
from Saturday 9am to Sunday 6pm!

aghh, I'mma die soon.
practice tomorrow.
from 2:45pm to 7pm.


Thursday, June 4, 2009

Can't Be Too Sure

I thought I was aching yesterday.
I was wrong.
THIS is aching.
I literally cannot move my body from neck down.
I am not exaggerating.
I feel like a total weakling.
I've only done this for like, 3 days.
and already, I can't stand it.
and I'm not being all whiney but,
I am in serious pain.
I really cannot move!
and I don't know what to do.
I can't move ANYTHING.
I feel like a stick!

anyway, practice again tomorrow
gym-ing. :/
and then I have tuition at night!
after that, I have practice in the morning on Friday.
then there'll be a movie marathon! wooop (:
and then, there's Cheer Camp on Saturday :/
more loner-ing times!
it's on Saturday morning.
and ends on the Sunday evening.
then I think I'll be going out after that.
and then Monday comes! A new week (:
we'll see what happens then!

Australia on Thursday.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009


I am literally aching, from top to bottom.
everything hurts.
and there's still cheer tomorrow.
we have to bring so many t-shirts.
8tv's going to school or something.

anyway, it's official, Adam Lambert is gay!
*heart shatters into a million pieces*
and has a boyfriend.
the boyfriend looks kinda gaya.
interior designer or something.
and they look pretty cute together, I guess!

it's pretty late :/

but this is a pretty picture (:

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

What Was I Thinking!

had cheer just now.
and having cheer again tomorrow.
and on Wednesday
and Thursday
and Friday
and Saturday.

it's okay, I guess?
I mean, the jumps are kinda tiring.
and, I don't know how to do a few as I've never done some of them before.
and I can't even cartwheel.
so, :/
basically, I'm pretty much useless.

today, was practically a waste of a whole day.
I didn't do much AT ALL.
sorry, time. for wasting you.
I feel bad.

it is officially a new month.

Monday, June 1, 2009

What A Dream

it's almost 12pm.
I have cheer later at 5 in school :/
really weird timing.

anyway, yesterday I went for Jasmine's surprise party!
I didn't really do much.
cause, I'm probably not exactly the sporty type :/
well, not yesterday.
but still, I had fun.

Happy 16th Birthday Chan Shi Yun, Jasmine!