Feel My Bones, On Your Bones

I had a 9-day break for CNY.

and school resumes tomorrow. ekk.

not only resumes, but to add-on,

class tests are on Tuesday through Thursday.

ishhh.

anyway, I just got back from Tzer Minn's house.

house is probably an understatement.

it's so huge, it's practically a TOWN.

fireworks, firecrackers, lion dances and everything.

it was SOO cool.

jakuned like CRAZY.

everything was seriously SOOO nice.

the place is HUGE.

I had fun just being amazed by everything.

came home and couldn't stop talking about it to the parents.

about the bikes he has, the cars. wooooow.

also, I've been getting pretty worked-up over this.

I'm extremely convinced that Brandon Flowers does NOT use auto-tune mics.

I mean, for album work, I heard they did for Hot Fuss.

but, I mean for live concerts.

I really think he doesn't use auto-tune during live concerts.

but, it sounds so unreal, I really can't be sure.

ishhh! it's making me annoyed.

You Bleed Just to Know You're Alive

it's been a whileee!

I think quite a few people will be coming tomorrow (:

and Class Test 1 is RIGHT after holidays.

gosh, I'm crazy scared.

nothing really on my mind noww.

BAII.

Being Left Far Behind

gosh, I've been SO exhausted.

came home from school some time ago.

had cheer practice from 8am to 3:40pm!

I feel SOOO tired and I can't feel my feet anymore.

of course, then the same thing happens again tomorrow.

I wanna catch some sleep before tution -.-

I'm overly exhausted. I'm not kidding!

I've also been watching Glee! pretty nice.

the voices sound kinda edited, but, it's a good show (:

I feel like renting some Korean shows and buying some movies/shows to watch.

but, my mom's all "why aren't you studying harder!" yada yadaaa

so, more effort I will put in!

I'll try.

I opened a new pack of 2-week contact lenses that day.

wore them once, moved house.

and they're gone.

jeez, what a waste -.-

every time I blog, I totally forget what to blog about!

ishhhh. I'm too tired!

nap I shall (:

Overwhelming!

I had soooo much to blog about yesterday.

so much to say,

so much to rant about.

but my internet was soooooo retarded.

and now, it's FINALLY okay.

and I don't really have much to say. lol

I've moved, and it's a real cosy place,

but, when I start to think about it,

doesn't feel very happy :/

SPORTS DAY IN 6 DAYS!

breathinggggg!

scares the bejeeeeepers outta meee.

sighhhhhhh, my mind feels like I've got loads to worry about.

and I feel so anxious all the time.

but I have no idea what about!

bleugh.

A Lot You Don't Know

well, I guess, party went smoothly :D
and I had school, wasn't feeling very well, though.
but, I came back and got some rest, so, I guess I feel pretty okay.

been pretty emo. -.-
time of the month I guess?
ish, it's already 1:40am?
and there's school tomorrow, and extra class for Sejarah.
oh, how I HATE Sejarah!

I think I've got a lot to blog about, I just don't know.

anyway, I'm moving, REAL soon. lol
like, on Wednesday.
ish. not so keen.

Oh My, Insecurities

suckishhh!

like, sometimes, left out?

well, I've always had that feeling

since I was like, 5?

I hate myself.

-.-

for being suspicious, obsessive and everything else.

you don't know, more than you think.

I haven't been blogging,

it's been a tiring past couple of days,

and the weekends just past by like, swooosh!

sighhh. I'm in a sad mood.

house cooling tomorrow.

fingers crossed, nothing happens.

I need to change.

myself.

okay, never mind that.

there're a few things I wanna do in life,

might be a little late for it now, but, maybe some time.

I wanna..

do something musical

be able to cook and bake

be artistic

change (the world, and everything else. including myself)

Mrs. Brightside

helloo, I just got back from cheer

and had dinner.

yada yada,

I have tuition in about, less than an hour?

I'm extremely exhausted,

there's a karangan due tomorrow,

and A LOT due tomorrow.

I need a breeeeak.

I haven't been doing much when I'm home.

I just laze around.

and my mom's getting so mad.

saying I'm not putting in any effort.

but, come on, I am soooo exhausted.

from hours in school and hours in cheer!

anywhoo, I think, I've finalised that I'm going to take art.

first, I was sure, went to ask the teacher, and I was very sure.

then people started throwing opinions at me,

and I had 2nd thoughts.

but now, I think, I'm pretty sure.

though, my art pretty much sucks,

but I would like to learn,

fingers crossed,

hopefully I can do ittt!

Hello Goodbye

ishh, it felt like the weekend had just begun,

before I know it, it's Monday tomorrow.

I wanna watch tv, but I think I should sleep.

and, I think it's best that I sleep,

and I should probably discipline myself a lot more.

sigh.

wish there were more time.