You're More Childish Than I Remember

my mom is childish,

my dad is childish,

my brother is childish

the whole damned family is childish.

is it no one that can think rationally and properly?

:/

because you're making it pretty damn obvious.

idiots

Do You Deserve?

people always, ALWAYS, and I really mean ALWAYS get punished terribly for the bad things that they do.

or disappointing things.

or even the slightest of mistakes that happen.

but, they NEVER get rewarded for the good things that they do.

or the effort that they put in.

or even for the kindness they provide.

maybe people do get rewarded.

but not as much as people get punished.

maybe, a pat on the head.

or a "good job"

or a, "wow. great"

but, when it's a mistake, it's nagging and shouting and all sorts of bullshit.

I thought I'd have a happy day.

'cause I came home happy.

but now, I'm officially annoyed and pissed off.

you say, "learn to deal with disappointment better"

please, that is BEYOND hypocritical.

I'll give you disappointment, and we'll see if you can just shove it off and "deal with it better"

shaddup lah. stoop. -.-

Tick Tockk!

okay, so, I doubt I'll be going to Barcelona in May.

and what's stopping me?

Mid-year exams. -.-

yes, it's not that I am LETTING it stop me.

the force is just so STRONG that I can't help but let it stop me from going to Barcelona -.-

actually, I'm not sure yet, whether or not I'll be going to Barcelona,

but I'm dying to go. honestly.

who wouldn't be!

anyway, I had a great day at school today.

I laughed so much.

I swear, Mr. Sara is too hilarious.

and we watched the video of our impersonation.

and I laughed some more.

but after school, Kat got sick :/

like,

REALLY sick.

get well, Kat! (;

I had my Physics test today.

at first, I was hoping to ace it.

but now, I just wish I could pass or something.

Mod. Math was today as well.

I guess it was okay.

but, "Watch Out!" is apparently, a statement -.-

tomorrow, Chemistry. :/

but I've done enough today.

I really need to revise on Bio.

my Bio is like, *insertlumpofcraphere*

sigh.

ciao, (;

Falling Slowly

ever felt like there's a lot of time;

but, at the same time, there isn't enough time.

I mean, I feel like I've got LOADS of time in life, of course,

but I only have 24 hrs today.

class tests are this week.

and I haven't studied.

and I'm supposed to have lunch later.

but I want to study.

but if I stay home,

I doubt that I'll study.

but if I go to lunch,

and come home it would most likely be around 4 something?

and then I'd do some stuff.

and then I have tuition.

so, I kinda decided I'll go for lunch.

instead of wasting time at home.

and, I'll study tonight or something??

I hate this sort of anxious situations.

and I have them so often -.-

and Mid-Year's in May, I think?

and I'm kinda hoping my dad's going to Barcelona so that my sister and I can go with.

and I might not have to take it? (;

anyway, Open Day was yesterday.

I was SO tired after that.

and then I still went to Curve?

I came home and wanted to die.

I couldn't feel my damned legs.

my class' impersonation skit got 2nd.

we were kinda hoping for first?

I was really sad. :/

but the Little Red Riding Hood got first.

I didn't exactly watch it cause I was like, outside the hall.

but, I had A LOT of fun with the whole skit thing.

the practices and all were A LOT of fun.

lots of laughs and everything (;

and yesterday was also my last time to cheer this year.

which, also I had a lot of fun with the team and everything (:

even though I didn't practice much for Open Day cause I was pretty busy with the impersonation skit.

sorry. :/

I have no pictures or anything. but, I'll get them, I think?

Getting Out (:

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Oh, Macheda. How You Break My Heart

it's like, 5am now. :/

I have school later.

I'm just gonna do a quick blog cause I haven't blogged in ages.

my blog's kinda dead anyway.

class tests were going on last week.

and this week, we've all been asked to practice for our Open Day performances.

so, most of the class tests have been postponed to next week.

pretty.odd. ?

anyway, not like I have much to blog about,

so, I'll just update soon.

when something actually comes up.

Wait,

it's weird.

suddenly, all my regret is GONE.

literally.

but, I'm still sad Liverpool lost 3-1

Do You Live Life in Regret?

first off, Liverpool lost to Chelsea 3-1 at Anfield.

I slept at 4:30,

thinking, okay, I have 2 hrs to sleep before I wake up.

and there's Archuleta. which I wasn't so keen on watching since I was so sad.

so this morning, I woke up and thought to myself

"ah, screw it. I'm too sad to watch Archuleta"

so I decided not to go to school.

and now, as I sit here and type all this,

I am feeling 2 times more depressed because I REALLY regret not going.

I mean, I never was an Archuleta fan,

but, I think it would've been nice to go.

and I SERIOUSLY, regret.

as in, the I-wanna-turn-back-time-just-this-once kind of regret.

and I rarely feel this way.

this is SO sad.

ohmygod.

I feel like dying.

I seriously suddenly feel SOO sad. sigh.

I should've gone!

I know I shouldn't live life in this kind of regret,

but, it's too sad.

this

is

extremely

depressing.

for me.