Do You Live Life in Regret?

first off, Liverpool lost to Chelsea 3-1 at Anfield.

I slept at 4:30,

thinking, okay, I have 2 hrs to sleep before I wake up.

and there's Archuleta. which I wasn't so keen on watching since I was so sad.

so this morning, I woke up and thought to myself

"ah, screw it. I'm too sad to watch Archuleta"

so I decided not to go to school.

and now, as I sit here and type all this,

I am feeling 2 times more depressed because I REALLY regret not going.

I mean, I never was an Archuleta fan,

but, I think it would've been nice to go.

and I SERIOUSLY, regret.

as in, the I-wanna-turn-back-time-just-this-once kind of regret.

and I rarely feel this way.

this is SO sad.

ohmygod.

I feel like dying.

I seriously suddenly feel SOO sad. sigh.

I should've gone!

I know I shouldn't live life in this kind of regret,

but, it's too sad.

this

is

extremely

depressing.

for me.