anyway, today was the first day of school.
and it already feels like SPM is JUST around the corner.
there's been so much on my mind!
I'm moving this month. and I don't know which books to pack or not to pack.
and there's SPM.
and I wanna work hard.
but yet I feel so ekkkkk.
okay, first things first,
I wanna go.
like, EXTREMELY badly.
it's on a Sunday.
24th of January.
problem is, that it's on a Sunday.
I have school the next day.
and there's transportation issues.
sigh. I'm sad. srsly.
ohgosh, what'm I gonna do.
I get the feeling this'll be the usual planning.
but, it'll be a failure. and I'll end up not going.
ohmahgawd, but I rrrrreeeaaaallllyyy wannna gooooo!
but because I stay in Malaysia, It's hard to get the tickets.
and I won't know where I'll be standing if I get the tickets.
'cause I LOOOVE the mosh pit!
but they only give the pricing online and they don't tell me where it is!
and yada yada.
I WANNA SEE THE KILLERS!
also, there's Paramore in March.
I think Iman's going. hopefully I have the money to tag along.
ohgosh, how badly I want this.
but, maybe I'm asking for too much?
maybe I don't necessarily HAVE to go?
gosh, I hate it when I feel like this.
I wanna jab myself.
I need someone to talk to.
someone that can just sit there and listen to me talk crap.
I'll just wait for my mom to get back.
today went well.
but, it was a pretty good first day.
well, for me, mentally, not so much.
but, I probably think too much to begin with.